originally posted by: Davg80
Dont know but its certainly an interesting matter (or is it matter,lol?).
Good start for my next bit. I'm going back to my school years and its relation to the subject of energy.
Matter and energy are interchangeable according to the famous equation Albert Einstein figured out -- E = mc2. That equation fascinated me when I was
about 6 or 7 years of age. Alas I didn't have enough understanding to figure out how that works back then, but i continued to think about it. It
finally clicked in high school with a teacher not many was fond of in my class, primarily because they found her lectures boring. I observed and
understood she was bored too because nobody else seemed to care about physics. That's why her lectures are boring. There's no enthusiasm to make her
enthusiastic as well.
The other kids spoke unkindly about her. Regardless, I had a gut feeling she's not what they say. In fact I thought she might be nice. I decided to
ask questions during her lectures. I asked many questions and true enough my gut feeling was right, she isn't any of what they said. In fact she was
quite pleasant to me. Of course the other kids teased me about trying to be teacher's pet. It angered me, yes, but I just kept it in check because I
seek understanding of matter and energy and so when the subject of E=MC2 came I immediately asked many many questions. I don't recall exactly. That's
okay, everything happens for a reason or in scientific speak, causality. But the effect of it was she sat down with me and explained it as best she
could. My desire to understand this equation finally made me have a better understanding. But it was incomplete. The work was to determine how much
energy is released from splitting a mass of uranium. She explained it to me and I understood that the missing mass had become energy. But there's
still the two elements that resulted from the fission. I knew it was incomplete. I asked her and she didn't understand it completely herself, it had
something to do with the strong nuclear force (as opposed to the weak nuclear force problem we were working on]. It's okay I thought, I'll find out
more from a book or someone who knows about it later.
Another topic that I asked more questions than normal was the states of matter. In class we were taught there were four states of matter: solid,
liquid, gas and plasma. While she was explaining to the class the different states of matter, i felt this urge to interrupt her with the question,
what is fire? I did not understand then why I asked that, but she got visibly excited and said "wow good one, I don't know but I will research a bit
and get back to you soon." And she did the next day and with a beaming smile told me "I found out it's plasma!". I have never seen her that excited
before but I have a hunch why. It may not be true but in my current state of calm serenity and complete believe in causality (this one just happened
today after an understanding came, I will write about it later in this post) and contentment with no attachments to anything, really. Note that this
is different from not caring, it more about being able to let go without disturbing your calm because of causality, there is a reason for everything.
Now back to today, I wanted to do some work at my lawyer's office and also outline our legal defense should Person B attempts something legal on us.
However he was not at his office and will only be back later in the evening so we set a time to meet. Oh well, everything happens for a reason they
say. I thought I'd do some work backlog with a colleague but he, too was not free at the time. I considered doing some work backlog myself regardless
but instead I decided to do a series of passive experiments because somehow I knew it would be the better option. But then an hour later ad an urge to
get into the car and make my way to my legal counsel's office. I made sure I had my ID, phone, laptop, powerbank and was looking for where I some
money, in case I need to refuel or whatever reason. I wanted to look for it but I thought it will turn up and I should leave. There is a reason this
is happening, I felt. So I left my house.
What happened next was a series of events that I can't quite reveal yet but it concluded with a visit to my house by a policeman in a police car.
Logically deducing from what physical evidence I have and what I have physically observe I knew it was Person A who called in a favor from his friend
in the police force, not certain when and but I am certain that he doesn't have a case. And the policeman who came was a young officer, so you know
its not priority, just due diligence. And the visit was a friendly visit (the guards took a picture) which happened not very long after I had the urge
to leave earlier.
Person B also sent someone, an agent, someone pretending to be a policemen. Again I was not there. I was about to leave the place when I had a strong
feeling I should wait because I needed to do something (at this point of time I had already received more understanding of what causality is from the
faculties of my mind. Anyway the agent pretending to be a policeman, This one was a bit different. He actually contacted my lawyer (I had instructed
the guards earlier before I left the area what to do if a a policeman came -- ask them to contact my lawyer). My lawyer called me back sounding quite
worried, spooked I felt. I was calm still, this is just a minor concern I could feel. So I told my lawyer to ask that agent of Person B to call me and
speak to me. He didn't call back. My lawyer called back again maybe 10 minutes after but I was quite certain its all good. Nothing to worry about, get
some rest, "enhance your calm, John Spartan!"
My wife was not with me throughout all this. She had a girls day out. I felt it was a good idea. She hasn't quite reached the level of understanding I
have so it was a good thing because then I could meet this Agent of B if he is still there and talk to him because he didn't answer my call,
strangely. Time will reveal everything. I reached my home area and stopped at the guardhouse to ask what happened and to collect hard evidence. Agent
of B was not there. He had left before I arrived.
I went off to go pick up my wife from where she was and while driving there, calm and serene, I used all the faculties of my mind to figure out why
Agent of B who called my lawyer freaked him out. I have not seen my agitated that way. And why didn't he want me to speak to him or call me to speak
to me after I texted him.
And then I received another understanding. 3 are present and mostly active, the other 4 not very active but just follows what the other 3 produces.
That's it for now. I repeat this again: This post is not intended for everyone, in fact this entire thread is not intended for everyone except those
with certain qualities and circumstances. And I direct this message to you with the qualities and circumstances I have picked in with the faculties of
to The Scientists, Lay People with an Interest in Science, Intelligence Service Staff and Others who Work for powerFul people, if or when Your boss
asks you to work on what I will divulge in this thread, You will NOT be able to, One Way or The Other.