a reply to:
DavidIcke
Hi David.
Quick question for you - about an experience i had when I was 17 (I'm now 34).
I was resting in my bed, inside my secure room in a hostel here in North West UK. I was drifting off to sleep, and went into a hypnopompic state
before actually getting into the land of nod. Immediately, I felt the manifestation of a 'woman' materialise on top of me (like a sexual position),
and she leaned forward - I could feel a sense of her wanting to kiss me, and being young & inexperienced in the ways of other-worldly stuff, I
obliged. As she kissed me, from her mouth into my own, a large ball of hard jelly-type material was passed, which seemed immediately to somehow
self-propel down my throat, into my stomach. I panicked & the hypnopompic state dissipated. I was confused & worried, I could feel something inside
me wriggling somewhat. Over the next few hours, and into the following day, I was racked with severe pain in my abdomen, coupled with the wriggling
movement of whatever was inside me. It was severe enough to get me thinking that whatever it was was trying to kill me - knife-like, intense, poking
and pulling. Eventually, late in the next day, the pain subsided a little, despite repeated incidents since. as I will describe below. I concluded
that whatever had entered my stomach, had managed to surgically cut its way through into my abdomen, sealing the path it came through as it passed (it
has always remained roughly in the same place in my abdomen, though it has moved quite significantly on a couple of occasions, leading me to suspect
it is residing in the abdominal cavity proper).
At various times over the next weeks and months, years, and now extending to over a decade, the 'worm-like implant' pulsates & pokes violently at me,
internally, causing severe pain, just as it did on that first night - leading me (until I became spiritually awakened) terrified that I was living
with a 'sword of Damocles' over my head, thinking that the 'thing' would one day rupture my abdomen, like in the Alien movies, causing my death. It
hasn't, and I don't think it will. I believe it is a semi-organic parasitic/symbiotic implant, designed to mimic worm-like parasites. I believe it
has a thought-reading capacity, and at times I have sensed it 'talking' to me when it goes through one of the fear-inducing pulsating pain-causing
events. These events often occur concurrently with OOBE & false awakening dreams, leading me further into a belief that it has the ability to
perceive & manipulate brain activity/ thought. I have come to the conclusion that it was implanted to induce fear, to make me so insecure about my
life that I remain ineffectual in the sphere of spirituality, wider manifest destiny, etc.
As an extra nugget perhaps relevant, it was implanted around six months prior to the release of the first Matrix movie; when Neo is initiated into the
resistance movement, a worm-like biomechanical device is removed from his abdomen in a dramatic scene. I was shocked when I saw this little element
of the film, and wondered whether there was any parallel between the dark rulers of this earth perhaps implanting people for real. I have researched
far & wide over the net for the many years since the initial implantation event, but I have never come across anyone who has had a similar experience.
I have since had x-ray scans of the abdomen & chest, and hips. On one occasion I heard the radiologists exclaiming in a shocked & intrigued way
about 'that thing' which they could see clearly wasn't natural. I later put in a request under the relevant laws to be given copies of my medical
imaging results, but the ones showing my abdomen, chest & hips were witheld/ claimed as 'lost'. Although I cannot presently afford it, I hope to be
able to have a private ultrasound scan at some point, to finally determine if there is anything that can be proven. My only hesitation is that
clearly, matter manipulation was achieved during the implantation (woman phased in & then out of this reality) - it is possible that the device is so
technologically advanced that it can hide itself by raising its 'vibrational frequency'. I look forward to being able to test the theory all the
same.
My question to you is - have you heard of anything similar? I really cannot find any evidence of anything quite like this happening to anyone else,
ever.
Many thanks,
FITO.
edit on MayWednesday1615CDT07America/Chicago-050015 by FlyInTheOintment because: spelling, clarification