posted on Apr, 29 2016 @ 12:11 PM
Just recently I have been doing a lot of thinking and online searching to try and understand a few things that I went through when I was growing
As an adult now looking back it was like my parents and some of the adults I was around weren't really humans, it was like they were acting like they
were blending in with the behaviours and mannerisms of the people around them.
I have read this article which talks about people being empty shells and some of the things in the article make a lot of sense to me.
The reason why I am interested in this topic is because of the way I was treated by my parents and my Aunty while I was growing up.
They seemed to lack empathy, patience and were generally quite nasty in private but someone managed to avoid arousing the suspicions or curiosities of
people outside like in public or in the workplaces where they interacted with people.
My Mother had a few explosive episodes whilst I was a young child, she is now the child desperately seeking my attention. I think she is trying to
manipulate me into dropping everything to move closer to her and look after her as if she was my little child. Last time I talked with her she told me
that she was feeling suicidal and that she might do something, I told her that if things were that bad then she needs to talk to her GP. Her life is
in her own hands and that she spend a long time thinking about all the things that she could do instead, but if she wanted to do that to herself then
no one could stop her.
I think my Mother, Father and Aunty are different blends of Narcissistic, Psychopathic, Dependent disorders with a few minor traits like Histrionic
Anyway I thought I would post this here and see what response it would get. Whether someone would comment or share some of their life experiences or
insights on the twisted side of the human condition.
edit on 29-4-2016 by DivineEuphoria because: to give reason for my post