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originally posted by: tigertatzen
originally posted by: Chadwickus
a reply to: tigertatzen
Why don't people with something more than a pair of eyes to look at the sky with see what you see?
I wish I knew. If I did, I would feel a lot better about this. That has been one of the most frustrating things about the whole thing for me.
Back when this all first started, I was having a lot of physical symptoms too. The buzzing in my ear and dizziness were alarming to me so I decided to get checked out.
Blood tests, head CT, eye exams...nothing was abnormal. I'm a lupus patient so my doctor knows my baseline very well. Nothing had changed. There is no physiological cause for anything I am experiencing. So I started looking elsewhere for answers.
All I know is that I'm really seeing what I say I'm seeing. I don't know why, but I won't stop trying to find out. This has affected my life profoundly. My entire world view has done a complete 180. I used to be very dismissive of people who spoke of things such as this. Rudely so, in fact. Until it became my reality.
I have not really said anything at length about the behavior of some of the skeptics on this thread, but I feel the need to address it after reading some of the arguments here over the past couple days. This isn't directed at anyone in particular, just my thoughts in general as they relate to the things being discussed in this thread.
So many people have said this already but until you actually experience this yourself, you can never fully understand what it feels like. It's not that we think we're some special class of people. I didn't ask for this, nor do I want it. If I could make it stop I would.
We're not trying to have some exclusive club here or start some new religion. Living with something like this, especially when you're aware that you can't talk about it without being ridiculed or ostracized, is a very lonely existence. It is not special at all.
All of us coming together like this and finding out that other people...MANY other people, in fact, are experiencing the same things is an indescribable relief. To finally be able to talk about this candidly, with other people who have been experiencing a similar private hell, is like being thrown a miraculous lifeline when you're struggling not to drown. And I feel pretty certain that the others experiencing this would agree with that assessment.
We don't need anyone to tell us that what we're describing is not consistent with what we know to be the laws that govern this world. We are already painfully aware of that. We are looking for the answers, and that's why we're here. We are not a bunch of uneducated fools making irrational assumptions, as so many are attempting to imply. Many of the posters here, including the OP, have spent years of their lives trying to find an explanation. We are real, intelligent, reasoning adults who are experiencing phenomena we cannot explain. We are not crazy, or imagining things, or just being paranoid.
Telling us that this is nothing, or we're making it up in our heads, or we're just remembering things wrong or being fooled by tricks of our own minds feels about as pleasant as being told when you're upset about something that matters very much to you that it's really no big deal and you should just calm down. It's condescending.
You're telling people that what they think and feel is insignificant and therefore, not worth anyone's time or attention; and by proxy, telling them that they are equally insignificant.
It puzzles me that people who insist so stubbornly that they do not believe that things like this are real seem to take an awfully keen interest in these threads. And not a passing interest either. They hang around. All of them vehemently deny any claims of condescension or mockery against them.
Yet they continue to harangue and bait and clog the thread with sardonic remarks. Either one of two things are the motivation for this. They are simply childish bullies with way too much time on their hands, or they are deliberately targeting threads like this in an attempt to derail them for some unknown purpose. Which is it? If you think it's all nonsense, then why stick around? Why not just leave all of us in peace? We're not a threat to anyone...we're all just imagining things, right?
originally posted by: babyfacebill
Long time lurker, breaking my comment cherry.
"Interview with A Vampire" which is now "Interview with THE Vampire" and
originally posted by: Gryphon66
a reply to: Ruiner1978
Waking up with a different spouse of a different gender would be attributable to a serious memory lapse (ed. or brain trauma).
Stroke, perhaps? Did I hit my head or something while I was asleep?
originally posted by: Ruiner1978
originally posted by: Gryphon66
a reply to: Ruiner1978
Waking up with a different spouse of a different gender would be attributable to a serious memory lapse (ed. or brain trauma).
Stroke, perhaps? Did I hit my head or something while I was asleep?
Nope, you have no head trauma. CAT scan shows no anomalies. You also are cleared of any mental health issues. You're completely sane.
You go back home to Colin.
Are you thinking:
"Something's not right here"
Or are you thinking:
"Wow memory sure is a funny old thing isn't it"
Straight answer.
This is important
originally posted by: Gryphon66
originally posted by: Ruiner1978
originally posted by: Gryphon66
a reply to: Ruiner1978
Waking up with a different spouse of a different gender would be attributable to a serious memory lapse (ed. or brain trauma).
Stroke, perhaps? Did I hit my head or something while I was asleep?
Nope, you have no head trauma. CAT scan shows no anomalies. You also are cleared of any mental health issues. You're completely sane.
You go back home to Colin.
Are you thinking:
"Something's not right here"
Or are you thinking:
"Wow memory sure is a funny old thing isn't it"
Straight answer.
This is important
You are begging the question to get the answer you want.
I offer you the third option which would be my response:
I would have myself committed if there were no organic evidence of brain injury, because I would be insane.
originally posted by: Gryphon66
originally posted by: Ruiner1978
originally posted by: Gryphon66
a reply to: Ruiner1978
Waking up with a different spouse of a different gender would be attributable to a serious memory lapse (ed. or brain trauma).
Stroke, perhaps? Did I hit my head or something while I was asleep?
Nope, you have no head trauma. CAT scan shows no anomalies. You also are cleared of any mental health issues. You're completely sane.
You go back home to Colin.
Are you thinking:
"Something's not right here"
Or are you thinking:
"Wow memory sure is a funny old thing isn't it"
Straight answer.
This is important
You are begging the question to get the answer you want.
originally posted by: kibric
imgur.com...
gota be fake right....?
paranormalstoriess.com...
originally posted by: Ruiner1978
originally posted by: Gryphon66
originally posted by: Ruiner1978
originally posted by: Gryphon66
a reply to: Ruiner1978
Waking up with a different spouse of a different gender would be attributable to a serious memory lapse (ed. or brain trauma).
Stroke, perhaps? Did I hit my head or something while I was asleep?
Nope, you have no head trauma. CAT scan shows no anomalies. You also are cleared of any mental health issues. You're completely sane.
You go back home to Colin.
Are you thinking:
"Something's not right here"
Or are you thinking:
"Wow memory sure is a funny old thing isn't it"
Straight answer.
This is important
You are begging the question to get the answer you want.
And no I didn't want a specific answer.
I just knew the answer you didn't want to give...
originally posted by: ForteanOrg
originally posted by: TombEscaper
No, I have never seen that logo before. It's not due to a faulty memory.
You may be confused because on older VWs the logo was stanced out of one sheet of metal, and that was subsequently chrome-plated. It's very hard to see the line then, it more or less became a dent. And yes, there are images in which the line is missing, for example this one:
.. or this one:
So, it makes perfect sense to me that many people think that the separating line was never there.