a reply to: Lisarenee
Didn't have time to read through the whole thread... looks like mostly flames anyways haha but I wanted to post... just discovered this three days ago
and I need some company!
The initial thing for me was Berenstein... I just thought yeah that's not right and started checking out the others. I was aout 95% on Berenstein...
some/most of the off movie quotes and misspellings rang true to me but I wasn't sure... could just be a mistake... but Chick-fil-A when I saw that I
We go there every week on Tues with the kids (who eat free on Tues)... almost every week texted either my brother or cousin or both who often join us
and autocomplete ALWAYS filled it as "Chic-fil-A". Remember it VERY clearly- vivid- plain as day. So when I saw chick-fil-A I was like whaaaaaat?
the red cursive writing looks totally wrong like I've never seen it before. Went to type it in for autocomplete... "chick-fil-A." Well they must've
change autocomplete... surely my old texts will say chic-fil-A. Nope. So I dug deeper...
I was born in 1986, so many of them I don't remember. But the JFK footage is totally different for me. It was in black and white (now in
technicolor), it was a regular 4 person light colored convertible (rather than a 6 person black limousine convertible with a glass partition between
the driver and the passengers like it is now)... different angle, different things even happen with how he got shot but I was never THAT into JFK
stuff so I can't 100% recall everything. But even the conspiracy theories now are different even if they have the same name (magic bullet/one bullet
theory are now very different even though they have the same name... weird).
Village people having 6 (solider guy was never in it). And then I stumbled onto something that broke me...
Human anatomy. I graduated in 2008 with a Natural Sciences / Biology degree. Pretty familiar with human anatomy... dissected cadavers, etc. and
when I saw the diagram at first I just started laughing because everything was so different and off and foreign to what I remembered. Heart was
always on the left and higher (now in the CENTER and lower?!), kidney's were always on the lower back just above the pelvic bones basically and now
they are way up protected by the rib cage... so how is a kidney shot even a thing now? Lungs are way too high and a weird shape when they used to be
oval shaped. stomach is higher and a little off to the left than it used to be. Intestines... too jumbled and messy and takes up WAY more room.
Liver is HUGE.
Then the skeleton... I am not 100% on the ribcage... but it looks strange. The scapulae (shoulder blades) are wayyyy wrong. They are so small and
much more to the outside of the rib cage... and I remember them being much larger and as a result came closer together. Then I thought about my own
personal experiences with this anatomy... I could remember very recently being able to bring my shoulder blades together and "grab" my fingers at my
spine... can't do that anymore. I can also remember recently rubbing my wife's back and her rubbing mine trying to get an knot out that was just off
of my and her spine right near the shoulder blade... I can remember rubbing along the shoulder blade and almost kind of under it trying to massage out
the knot.. same with her massaging me. That wouldn't be possible with where my shoulder blades are now. So now I was starting to kind of freak out
because I realized that my body had changed from what I remembered... not just some diagram that I looked at, or an event that I knew, or a
misspelling or misquote or whatever... my actually body was not my body now...
Then I thought to check my heart as one of the organs I could check as I could feel the heartbeat. But my hand above my left nipple where I could
always feel my heartbeat... I could even SEE my heartbeat very clearly. It always used to move my pectoral muscle very visibly even while I was at
rest... to the point where I wondered if my heart was situated differently or larger than most. I can remember pointing it out to people saying look
at my heart beating moving my chest like that. VERY vivid memories of these experiences. And now I can't feel it there, can't see it there. Now I
have to put my hand down on the tip of my sternum slightly to the left right at the bottom edge of my pecs to feel my heartbeat. When I lie on my
belly now which used to be a fairly common way that I slept my heartbeat now bothers me because I feel it in my belly. I don't know when these
changes happened but my body (at least for sure my shoulder blades and my heart location) is very different than it used to be with 100% certainty...
So on my way home from work after seeing that and feeling around to figure stuff out... couldn't help but to cry. And couldn't keep it together when
I tried to talk to my wife - shes trying to understand... she seems to be remembering a lot of things like me but doesn't quite get the certainty I
have so she kinda thinks I'm a little crazy. I'm trying to find a 100% for her so she can get it. I think I may have found one with I love Lucy
(I've seen no "'Lucy you got some splainin to do" and no big ricky ricardo laugh anymore) but need to go through some episodes to see.
One last note... I thought I might have a "gotcha" type moment with pacemakers... Because pacemakers are up on the left where the heart used to be,
right? But now the pacemaker is still in the same spot but the wires go through a vein for a pretty long way to get into the right
atrium/ventricle... I am not 100% sure on how pacemakers worked not even close to a pacemaker expert... I know they went to the sinoatrial node to
trigger the heartbeat... I'm thinking maybe just the wires going through the vein so far makes it look very off to me but I would love to hear from
anyone who has more experience with pacemakers who remembers it differently (and maybe the pacemaker thing isn't an effect in itself just the wires to
get from the old location to where the heart actually is in this reality make it look off).
Anyways that's my experience after first seeing this three days ago. Glad that I am not alone as this would be very very scary to be alone with
memories that you are sure about and no one is with you.