posted on Apr, 15 2016 @ 08:53 AM
I sat on my bed, thinking;" I really want to know " I wanted to know the mysterious and beyond, so i took a dive down the rabbit hole never knowing
if i would came back the same person i once were. If i would know the prize it would take, would i still take the path i once did. The truth is;" I
dont know ."
I once was like most of the people i knew, and like most i learned the truth is subjective to what i did actually know.
Through all my life, it always felt something was wrong but i could never fit in the missing pieces. I accepted the truth for what it was, thinking
well its just me and no one more.
So i stood on the firm ground looking down at the rabbit hole and plunged down, cause really, i had nothing to lose. My mind shattered into oblivion
and a million small pieces. I tried to save what once was and the little that was left, but i lost. A new world appeared out of the blue, i was
scared, cause i was in a world that wasnt mine. And all i heard;" We got ourself a visitor " I panicked, and in this world magic really works. My
instincts kicked in, and it nearly destroyed everything out of fear.
The prize, was it worth it? Standing today on firm soil, jumping in and out of the world of dreams and this, it took practice and a mentor. Would i do
i again? no, cause i dont know if i would survive and most dont. You cannot hold on to anything and you have to let go of everything, ask yourself, is
the prize knowing, worth losing everything. For me i cant give you an answer to be truthful, but it gave me a purpose and a meaning.
Be careful what you wish for, it might not be the thing you hope for.