posted on Apr, 13 2016 @ 02:00 PM
a reply to: Bluesma
I don't post here much anymore nor even read much for the same reasons, I care and people I respect or like can treat you like dirt utter
The only thing I do know is we are not anyone different than strangers just because we are Family. Kids grow up and you learn you don't even know them
after all of the years they were loved and held and you thought of them as part of you.
People like you and myself who never had a whole Family are looking for something that we missed. We are hungering for it. You won't find it and I
won't, it is something missed and never to be.
Letting go all the way to the people who do make you feel less, offer no encouragement and love makes you feel at least more in control and stop
wasting days and nights over thoughts like "what did I do/say wrong, why do they treat me like this why don't they love me like I do them?" I say let
go with no bad feelings no breaking of things just let go, I have and I have much more peace of mind on a daily basis.
Do I still long for? Yes but I know better now.