posted on Apr, 7 2016 @ 11:09 AM
a reply to: chelsdh
a reply to: TrueBrit
a reply to: veracity
Hey, I just want to thank you three for your vote of confidence.
I may very well come across a woman with whom I could once again share my life. It would be nice, I'll admit but
I must also admit that it
would be downright terrifying. You see, my ex was the first real
relationship I had ever participated in and I married that woman because I
we would be spending our lives together (I have always been a hopeless romantic) but apparently she changed her mind along the way.
Which is fine. She hurt me, its true, but sometimes one just has to do what one has to do, dig?
At any rate, ever since then I have been too scared to actually try
to get back out there and meet someone. I'm just too damn frightened of
being hurt like that again. It nearly killed me the first time around and I am just not sure I could handle it again. So therein lies my conundrum. I
have faith that if it happens, it will all happen organically and in its own time. Then again, who really knows?
All I can do is keep on keeping on.