posted on Feb, 5 2016 @ 11:54 PM
Last night I had a very disturbing dream: I'm at the muddy shoreline of a murky pond/lake with an old friend, when I look around and see some raggedy
clothing protruding out of the dirt. I immediately realize (in my dream) that I buried a dead body there many years ago and had somehow forgotten all
about it. I inform my friend (who's an old friend in real life) that I'm dangerously close to being caught and need to get outta there. We hop into
a row boat and head to the opposite shore. While rowing, I very vividly see two more dead, decaying bodies just below the surface and I come to the
horrible realization that I've killed 3 people, did a poor job of disposing of the bodies, and managed to make myself forget all about it. When we
made it to shore, some type of law enforcement lady was waiting for us and questioned us as to what we were up to. We managed to get away from her and
my friend drove me away in his truck. On the drive, I told him I don't remember ever killing anyone, how could I have forgotten such a thing. He
basically said that 13 years ago, I killed 4 people and he helped me dispose of the bodies because I helped him dispose of a body once before. He then
proceeded to take me to another dead body burial site. All the while, I have a horrific fear of getting caught and I know the authorities are
suspicious and about to catch me. I never actually realize who the bodies were, or why or how I killed them. Just as my fear was turning into terror,
I slowly begin to wake up. In that dreamy, half awake state, I start to regain consciousness but for several moments, I laid there, trying to remember
if I actually ever killed anyone. After what seemed like a couple minutes, I finally realize it was a dream and feel the biggest sense of relief. It
was 3:11 am when I awoke and I couldnt fall back asleep for 2 hours. That dream troubled me like no other nightmare I've ever had. I'm a nonviolent
person and would never think of doing such a thing. I don't play video games or watch a ton of movies, so I just don't know where this comes from.
This has actually been a recurring theme, as Ive had several similar dreams in the past. The feeling I get when I wake up is very troubling and it
stays with me for awhile. Basically, I'm just wondering if anyone else has had similar dreams or if i'm going crazy or possessed by demons or what.
Kinda kidding about the demons, although I'm open to any interpretations or ideas. Would appreciate any input, opinions or advice. Thanks!