posted on Jan, 31 2016 @ 04:10 PM
I can't remember the exact thing I was searching, but it most definitely had to do with aliens and ufo's. I never really embraced the internet, being
a simple "old school" type of guy. I just didn't feel like I'd have any use for it in my life. My ex wife and I had a computer and internet but I
never used it except to burn music once in a while. After we split, I moved to New Mexico and lived with my brother for a few years. We worked
together during the day, and at night, had nothing much better to do than bs and hang out. He was into conspiracy theories and brought things like
HAARP, Fema camps, DUMBS and 911 to my attention. I became obsessed, I guess you could say. Stayed up all night freaking myself out about all these
crazy conspiracies. For many years, Aliens were my main subject. I couldn't get enough.
I believed aliens and ufo were real since a very young age. My dad saw a ufo in the woods when I was a little boy and my folks briefed me on the
subject. We would stargaze quite a bit and I always wanted to see a ufo. I'm 38 now, and I have seen 2 things in the sky I cannot explain. Basically,
they looked like shooting stars, except they stopped, changed course, zig zagged and then disappeared. Nowdays, I go back on forth on my beliefs and
don't really know what to believe. I started buying into the interdimensional theory, then thought they might be demons, then got the notion that all
those strange craft are simply top secret government stuff. I don't really know what to believe now, but I sure enjoy reading ATS and hearing
everybodys thoughts, feelings and experiences on the subject. So many smart, open minded people here, its just awesome. Sometimes I take a break from
my truth seeking, as I tend to get too wrapped up in it. But I always come back. I just recently signed up after lurking for many years. I feel like I
know many of the posters here and it kinda feels like one big dysfunctional family. I love it.