a reply to: Baddogma
Hi everyone. This is sorta a goodbye.. I'm not actually going anywhere.. I'm still going to be on ATS. I'm still going to post some. I'm going to
answer any IM's.
But I find that I have lost interest (for now) in this thread. Not in the people. I like the people.
But there is only so far that I am willing to go, in sharing information in this particular context.
I have no interest in arm-wrestling with words or any other means, to bring someone to the starting line of a very long process. Now I understand..
people like us, without exception it seems, have been suffering for a very long time, and just want their fantasy wish fulfillment to start coming
true right now!
When asked about this sort of thing, Gopi Krishna would get everyone hating him, by saying that not everyone is a "Gold medal winner in
spirituality.". That in fact genetics, background and "grace" determined everything (old GK was quite religious you know), and that in this regard,
like in most other regards, life is not fair. That's just how life is.
Now, I'm not claiming that I'm any particular wonder child myself.. it took me more than 50 years to get to a point where i'm just comfortable myself,
and that's after "training like an olympic athlete" for all of those years.
As I said in one of the very first pages, "spirituality" is only very secondarily for us.. and it's primarily "for the Universe" itself. If I happen
to be around someone who the Universe has obviously groomed to be someone I can help.. then I will help.. every time. But that has never happened. But
don't feel bad.. it never happened for me either.. The two teachers I had did everything in their power not to help me in any way. I mean, maybe 5% of
the information I've shared here, over a period of years. One gentleman was actually pretty rough and abusive. The other one was one of those "cosmic
mushroom heads"; almost like the lights are on but nobody's home.. but you get a massive contact high being in the same state as he was.
Of the information that I did share, something like 70% of it had no particular value.. as it was information from the "end of the road", which is
certainly a bit different from individual to individual. In a different context I'd have shared about all the ins and outs of Kundalini, including
grooming the personality to be ready for such a thing. But people love their personalities so much that they aren't willing to let it die. And "dying"
is Spirituality 101, and must be MASTERED at the PH.D level, before getting started at all.
So I hope nobody perceives any hard feelings on the part of either party (myself and my friends in this thread). I certainly don't feel any.
I probably won't be posting as much on my blog anymore.. as without people asking me questions, I just "live" and no questions are required. So I
don't expect to be able to write like I was.
So... thank you all.. it's been very enjoyable and educational for me. And it caused a resurgance.. for which I'm grateful. (I prefer to let those
happen naturally and not "force them").
Bye for now.. and I'm unsubscribing from this thread for now.