a reply to: KellyPrettyBear
Sorry this may make the thread get a little out of order...
Meditation and chakras or She Came to Me
So one random day I was lounging around my futon enjoying a little bit of a nap when I snap awake. There is a burning sensation inside
like where your testes are (keep it out of the gutter), I panic gasp and have enough time to think to myself, “Am I dying?” when the next light on
the racing tree goes off! My navel, then a third way up my spine, my heart chakra, my throat, my third eye, then my crown blows. I had taken maybe
three quick panic gasps of air (all in). I am in a pink space, all of universe was available/accessible, the holy word “AUM” was on infinite
reverb! It was bliss! I wasn’t dying, I had never been so alive! So much to think and do in this space but I had to remember my breathing—in
through the nose and out through the mouth, slowly. Calm down.
AUM is still going when a presence drifts in. At first it is quite and I barely heard her call my first name. Then like a fader on a mixing board
being turned up she said my first name again. Clear, loving, like she knows me and always has. Then she says, "Don’t be afraid! He
to worship me
” and with that she fades out. I stay there in the sitting room of bliss for as long as I can. After a couple
minutes it was all over and the balls of light had returned to their normal form. I feel soooo good. I shed a tear because that feeling was so
intense—unconditional love. I wound up a little shakey, like I had been exercising all day.
I then come back down and my logical side kicks in. Who was she? The answer popped into my head as soon as the thought formed: Isis. Which makes
the HE, Osiris. What? Why would little old me get a personal message like this from an Egyptian Goddess?
I go to my book case. I read the entirety of The Book of the Law
. Crowely didn’t entirely trust the entity, Aiwass, either when through his
channeling wife he is instructed, “Add, subtract, multiply, divide!” which he did. You can go see for yourself as his notes were also told to be
included with his book. I then pull out VALIS
, and re-read that one. I re-read Robert Anton Wilson’s Cosmic Trigger
. All of these
books deal with high strangeness. They have clues, hints, winks and nods. They helped me frame my experience. It was/is a pat on the shoulder to
take the steps into the wider unknown. Armed with kindness, love, and knowledge I was cleared for takeoff.
So if you can breathe, watch you mind, go with the flow, control your body, you too may enter that sitting room! Without an external force (it could
be kind of traumatic for some which is why Kev has given the warning on meditating).
I do not meditate! I have read about meditation but do not actively participate. I have a cheat: a mind-body electric device that produces binaural
beats synced with LED goggles that I mainly use when I pop awake at 4 am and want more sleep! So I use it mostly for deep delta wave generation not
[ETA: source on wikiVALIS original 3rd novel An Owl in Daylight
Everybody, how’s that for coincidence? ]
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