Had some random woo; was meditating (eyes closed typical) saw a bright flash like a small spot of light appearing followed it with awareness saw
another bright flash followed it came across a larger blue patch of light felt a sideways pulling sensation and then I started sending out pulses of
violet light in energy exchange from the 3rd eye they ceased and a violet patch of light came forward like face to face close; and then I hear tick,
tick, tickety, tickety, tick, tick, tick, having abandoned sound attachment I just listened it first seemed two feet in front slightly to my left and
on the floor, then it moved directly in front about 3 feet away eye level so eyes closed hearing this... tick tick tick tickety tick tick I know the
sound but do not mentally want to label the sound.
So I open my eyes and the tick stops for a moment and I see a almost vapoury clear wiggle where the sound was much like fumes off of fuel in
appearance or mirage like, this is a pretty common occurance and moves around to various places... so no big deal. The ticky starts again and I am
fine ok it sounds like texting and from my missing Iphone that disappeared from beside my head while sleeping including the cord in August. The key
press sounds. So I stop my background music to get a better fix on it it stops then sounds like it is coming from behind my entertainment center for
several minutes, then moves sort of to the right and up tickety tickety tick tick... then it moves towards my cabinet and sounds like it is coming
from inside one. Then I think about what Peeple has said... why dont you investigate this crap? So I take the advice and open the cabinet it moves and
sounds like it is on the roof above my head... but then I hear a bird up there perhaps it has learned to mimmic the sound as many brds are apt to
So I turn off my fan to get a better listen and it stops completely ok maybe it was the fan still hear the birds(I feed them so they sort of hang out
up there) the noise stops turning the fan off and it doesnt start back up after a few minutes; I turn the fan back on and haven't heard it since...
but then this big cloud of nonsense energy comes around all greedy, egotistical and hateful. Like uggh this is why I hermit myself; being wholly
annilhated would be better than deal with that nonsense, just a big cloud of grasping and clinging and I am like feck off get lost not interested not
now not ever... I've got nothing for you, and you're all here for only yourselves anyway.
I owe you nothing and you owe me nothing; go away. Like intense pressure and bad vibes where pain usually follows from it's projection... clingy
family members basically all plotting because I ignore all of them; and why not? Too many years around them as it is; screw blood relation feck off
dont want your dysfunction nor anything that comes with it. I am not dependent on you dont want to be dependent on you if you feel like you owe me;
pay up and leave me the hell alone or just feck off and leave me the hell alone.
All because of following a stupid damned sound around that was familiar... and went missing woo in a wtf happened to my phone nearly 9 months ago?
Being it's just material; I kinda shrugged the phone business off, but not like I can cancel any damned thing having all activations even with
websites to go through my phone that I do not have... so paying bills for crap I can;t even use for over 8 months has been well, stupid but no way to
verify log ins without the damned thing? What can I do... no paper statements either.
Fortunately, or unfortunately however one may see it... I was hit for over 1800 bucks out of my account second time this has happened my bank seeing
the rapid transactions bounced them out denying the paypal transfers, but yet stuck me with all the denial of service fees... meaning they will likely
close my account once they rob me to pay for being robbed, not having my phone what can I do... so twiddling my thumbs and expecting a checks in the
mail instead of direct deposit, if they do close it or if they don't just close it and open another account and start all over again.
It really seems like someone wants to steal my identity bad and just rob from me in general... or keep me offline for some reason. Like what interact
with that nonsense cloud called family I avoid like they're coming for you BigBrotherBarbra... never have I dealt with so many pain in the ass things
and people in my life. But eh, could be worse... such as impermanence not existing; meaning they all gonna feck off sometime whether I do anything or
not. Not like everything in the world hasn't tried to tie my hands in the last two years from the DMV to greedy ass sacks of dook parents making
everyone crazy and suffer as per usual. Talk about energy vampires? Those bitches are the worst...
Too think I was feeling pretty damned good then tick tick tickety tick dun dun dun... which seems to always be the case... hey we suck and hate
ourselves weeee!!! positive energy yee haw everyone saddle up it's feedn time! As comical as that may sound? I couldn't portray it any more
accurate... it's like hey wanna wear a lead suit? No. Too bad they were on special here try them all on at once.
edit on 29-3-2017 by BigBrotherDarkness because: sp.