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Baddogma's Meta Cafe- Polite Discussions About Scientific Mysticism and General Weirdness

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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 07:35 AM
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originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF


Kind of a follow up on our math magic.

For some reason I find 3 spooky. 10:3=3,33333333? Why? 1/3 I get that, that's were stuff still makes sense.

Shouldn't 3×3×3=9 and then we have 3×0,3333=0,999999999999 => 9,99999999999! Where did the 0,000000000000....1 go?


fractions store and keep mathematical relationships much better than "decimals"
change from base ten to base 16 and all new numbers have their "special relationships"
Math is most useful when there are no numbers involved at all


Of course it has become a religion when it's just one version of a language.
I don't much care for the sign that says "the path goes to the right" I'd rather just go down the path and see what I see.




posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 07:56 AM
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originally posted by: Anaana
a reply to: Peeple

No, Roman Catholicism replaced systems of "seeing" with the promise that they had it sussed and that their system was better. It wasn't. When this was consistently demonstrated not to be the case, outside of limited spheres of temporal power, the only alternative they had was to use those temporal powers to remove the competition. In order to do so they had to deploy a system of anti-magic, the Canon episcopi, the consequences are what you describe and a wicked mess.


YES!

And even then you can find some of the hidden goodies coded in the bible. People didn't worship a man or a god so much as they did techniques more of a "seeing" than a "trust me I got this" approach.

Like this thread sometimes people ask for answers and it's obvious the answers, in the case there are answers, are worthless.
You can't tell someone to see. You can point to the moon and 10 generations later they are still talking about your finger.. like dude NO the freaking moon!!..

Oh and then sometimes someone randomly changes their entire online presence.. Someone you've talked to over the years.. And now they are just quoting the woo almost word for word like... IS she doing that # on purpose?

it's like whac o mole the characters change but they all have the same places..

this is the part when I finally hit the mole only to realize the mole is me again..



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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 08:36 AM
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a reply to: Peeple

According to fight club skimmed... in a jewel it is reffered to as a trillion cut. Kaleidoscopes use triangluar pieces. I suppose I don't have to mention all the ritual child abuse that goes on in monarch programming that turns into the illuminati... dodge all of the systems as they pull your wings off and freedom is the end result. Make one pact so they can rob your voice or image? The soul or passion you put into your work becomes lifeless... a message not one's own.

When it is your voice and your passion the hunger for it just grows and grows, it isn't cookie cutter that just bites the dough to stamp out clone after clone for the mainstream agenda. Of course there comes a point of turning, where keeping friends vs. fans when you only wanted friends of the like minded getting kinda rough... keep forcing the issue to stay underground and you can watch all the clones vying and trying to bite and well who cares if money was the goal selling it out would occur at a sooner point in time.

Heart in it is the right place, and it's no never mind as in not even thought about as it is just what you exude. The universal 404's actually were and are doing me a favor, right before I lost my cell phone some where over 6 weeks ago? I was getting over 700 social media alerts a day... got kinda hard to keep up with all of that business, as soon as I rolled the profile over so friends could wall post? Phone went AWOL. Fell alseep with it near me woke up it and the charge cord gone.

I don't care for phones anyway... but the time I got 404'd before that all my music choices were blanked out gone, perhaps it was political as I have worldwde friends and of course some countries would see the music as subversive or objectionible.

So, it's like having a "handler" as they are called, dishing such things out... first it was denying me my MC and Driver's license for no reason, then tumbling one thing after another. Observing but yet still subjected but more like a subject of observation and study myself.

It is like I am wanted offline for good and not taking hint after hint; the silly thing is being in a constant state of meditation these days; the wave lengths carrying triggers is so frequent and rediculous it's funny, like what is this fellows threshold before he snaps? What do we have to do or go through to make him react or emote what we want him to emote or react too...

A movie scene comes to mind:



If we could just subdue this monster...




posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 08:52 AM
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a reply to: BigBrotherDarkness

I'm over 480 wins. I didn't win that often. 404? Back to hearthstone prediction exercise also.


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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 08:55 AM
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originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Anaana

What's that if not ritualistic magic in Roman catholic regions?





But there is doing like following a list, and then there is DOING.. The bible explains magic you just have to read it right.. "in the beginning was the word"
Do any of you guys watch terrible TV shows? Haha..

One of my exes was obsessed with vampire diaries.

If you can notice the sub plot it's just a show explaining the bible, but it does show what comes before the book is ever written.. They use vampires as "gods" well not always.. That original magic girl made the first immortals then her husband goes around trying to kill them all because it's a "mistake" His name of course is "Michael" His sons as vampires even create religion.. Well the "honorable" vampire elija does..

The woman goes crazy over time and is sealed away.. She's much more powerful, and basically one half of "god"
Hell hath no fury like..

It's like I'm in the same story.. Not really sure if I lost my mind or not in those times.. But it is a little odd that a lot of the main "artists" have my life written in their songs.. Not that it was mine first.. I am just reiterating it, as if the point to the story is to sharpen the point over and over again till there is nothing left of the pencil and then we can't write a damn thing?!?

It's like thx guys are we in a house divided forever? Or can we do what no one else has ever done?




Speaking of sub plots my brain broke last night.. Not only this thing that keeps popping up...
But eF me.. Seriously wth?
So you guys know the pizzagate thingie right? Well, basically pedophiles and pizza coded language..

corey feldman spoke out on this recently him being a child star.. That pedophiles are the biggest thing wrong in hollywood.
Ok so my friend puts on a random movie at the bar.. It's a random movie I should have never heard of it's like 1 out of 5 stars looks like it was filmed as a highschool project or something..

BUT I have heard of the movie because that's just how my life works scrolling looking for a movie to watch I took notice of this movie and decided never to see it, but it nagged me anyway.. But you know life so now I'm watching it..

I'm drinking and trying to forget that peeple is basically listing off everything in order the same as it happened last time..

And this freaking movie is about sex. BUT all the characters are underage.. Like say 15 or 17 whatever.. (the actors are all obviously much older) point is pizza pizza pizza... The VERY first sex type part someone is on a porn site or something.. And there is a HUGE ad covering most of the screen and it's a slice of pizza..

and the camera zooms out from that and it's a dude staring at porn eating a slice of pizza saying mm that's good pizza..

the pizza keeps coming back up at every possible time, and the main person in this random freaking movie that needed to invade my sphere on this plane.. it's freaking corey feldman.. Like corey feldman has popped into my consciousness twice one in this movie and one about a week ago talking about pedophiles.. And the movie is like that...

I can't explain to you how in your face the movie is..

this synchronicity stuff just loves making me uncomfortable.. As if any man can handle the truth. I feel like I'm about to OD from learning sometimes.

Last night was like mainlining "her"

I guess you don't get away with "I'm not my father's keeper"




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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 09:00 AM
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originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: BigBrotherDarkness

I'm over 480 wins. I didn't win that often. 404? Back to hearthstone prediction exercise also.



I could never get into that game. I loved it but I also find it boring. I guess I wished games like that were not "pay to play"

I forget which main character I liked. I had a few good decks. (good to me anyway until I got destroyed by cards I've never seen)

Life...

Sorry I'm such a scaredy cat.


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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 09:49 AM
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a reply to: Reverbs

Perfect while you do sthg else.



posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 09:49 AM
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originally posted by: BigBrotherDarkness
a reply to: Peeple



If we could just subdue this monster...






I swear B.o.B has a song for everything..

He is me in another body lol..






Created a Monster

Well I'm trapped on a rollercoaster
And they won't let me go, so it's totally bogus
And every single day it gets cold and colder
Till my mood gets low like below the sofa
Can't somebody tell me where to go?
Somewhere far away where it can't go wrong
There's way too many snakes on this globe
Now everybody sing it
Everybody sing it

[Hook]

We Created a monster
Created a monster
But nobody wants him
But nobody wants her
We've created a monster
Created a monster
But nobody wants to kill it

So long
But since there's nowhere to go
I guess I'll be on the road
Wherever my soul will go
Goodbye, so long (where you going?)
Outer space
Outer space
Outer space
Goodbye, so long

[Verse 2]

To get where I am I can give you directions
In the future I can get with the Jetsons
I Need to leave you, someone give me suggestions
# elections the whole planet's infected
Call a doctor I could use an erection
Call the Reverend I could make a confession
It's just like a subatomic nuclear weapon
Everybody's singing Everybody's singing

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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 10:06 AM
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originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Reverbs

Perfect while you do sthg else.




oh look a monarch-y mind-y butterfly...






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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 11:19 AM
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originally posted by: Reverbs

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Anaana

What's that if not ritualistic magic in Roman catholic regions?





But there is doing like following a list, and then there is DOING.. The bible explains magic you just have to read it right.. "in the beginning was the word"
Do any of you guys watch terrible TV shows? Haha..

One of my exes was obsessed with vampire diaries.

If you can notice the sub plot it's just a show explaining the bible, but it does show what comes before the book is ever written.. They use vampires as "gods" well not always.. That original magic girl made the first immortals then her husband goes around trying to kill them all because it's a "mistake" His name of course is "Michael" His sons as vampires even create religion.. Well the "honorable" vampire elija does..

The woman goes crazy over time and is sealed away.. She's much more powerful, and basically one half of "god"
Hell hath no fury like..

It's like I'm in the same story.. Not really sure if I lost my mind or not in those times.. But it is a little odd that a lot of the main "artists" have my life written in their songs.. Not that it was mine first.. I am just reiterating it, as if the point to the story is to sharpen the point over and over again till there is nothing left of the pencil and then we can't write a damn thing?!?

It's like thx guys are we in a house divided forever? Or can we do what no one else has ever done?




Speaking of sub plots my brain broke last night.. Not only this thing that keeps popping up...
But eF me.. Seriously wth?
So you guys know the pizzagate thingie right? Well, basically pedophiles and pizza coded language..

corey feldman spoke out on this recently him being a child star.. That pedophiles are the biggest thing wrong in hollywood.
Ok so my friend puts on a random movie at the bar.. It's a random movie I should have never heard of it's like 1 out of 5 stars looks like it was filmed as a highschool project or something..

BUT I have heard of the movie because that's just how my life works scrolling looking for a movie to watch I took notice of this movie and decided never to see it, but it nagged me anyway.. But you know life so now I'm watching it..

I'm drinking and trying to forget that peeple is basically listing off everything in order the same as it happened last time..

And this freaking movie is about sex. BUT all the characters are underage.. Like say 15 or 17 whatever.. (the actors are all obviously much older) point is pizza pizza pizza... The VERY first sex type part someone is on a porn site or something.. And there is a HUGE ad covering most of the screen and it's a slice of pizza..

and the camera zooms out from that and it's a dude staring at porn eating a slice of pizza saying mm that's good pizza..

the pizza keeps coming back up at every possible time, and the main person in this random freaking movie that needed to invade my sphere on this plane.. it's freaking corey feldman.. Like corey feldman has popped into my consciousness twice one in this movie and one about a week ago talking about pedophiles.. And the movie is like that...

I can't explain to you how in your face the movie is..

this synchronicity stuff just loves making me uncomfortable.. As if any man can handle the truth. I feel like I'm about to OD from learning sometimes.

Last night was like mainlining "her"

I guess you don't get away with "I'm not my father's keeper"





I forgot to add..

They are playing scrabble at the dinner table family time I guess..

OK? So this is right as my mind is being blown open by the subplot of this movie...

the dad's scrabble letters say "sub text" and he rearranges the words to butt sex..

In a movie where the sub plot is about pedophiles, and sub plots.. With the main actor being a victim in real life.


ever since that girl did her magic the sub text in everything glares at me.



this review sums it up, I was hoping at least someone else saw the sub text of the movie.. They got the outer layer right, just didn't follow through..



It looks like a home movie made to get girls for the cast and crew
2/10
Author: dbborroughs from Glen Cove, New York
26 August 2009
*** This review may contain spoilers ***

Corey Feldman, Bronson Pinchot and others in what is little more than a soft core comedy about teenage sex. The film (I use the term loosely) would be okay if there was some funny humor instead of crude talk but there isn't. Worse the film seems more like a glorified home movie put together in order to get girls for the cast and crew. I'm guessing the availability of female flesh was what got the male actors involved, because it wasn't the script which seems to be little more than just sexually explicit talk




I didn't like this movie because it supports the emotional abuse of women. The three main characters all do sexual things with guys, and none of the girls is painted in a good light by the director. I am a guy who is not a feminist, but this movie still ruined my night. If you are a sadist and hate women, you might like this movie, otherwise don't watch it.


Women he says?? In the beginning of the movie the characters pop up as "profiles" like with their picture and a few traits about them.. Something you'd see in playboy magazine, but it has their ages too like 15 and #... All with older guys.. And the damn pizza.. "that's good pizza"

Glad I saw just the bit I did I guess, but why does this keep happening in these woo storms?
instead of someone slowly teaching me whats up it's like the entire universe is trying to ram itself into my consciousness.

It's like I get it normal life is not in the cards, but this is like "the great revealing" or something.

Energy still here today.. Good cause no hangover and I feel amazing..
but I'm nervous doing anything besides looking at a white wall, and even then the secrets of the universe will be calling.

I tried to run away last night..
Oh peeple..

And what ended up happening instead?
a night long lesson on using people and devils and corruption..

a movie pops up out of nowhere urging me to watch it, but why I am not into sex especially in that way and the movie is rated like 2 out of 10..
But that urge was pretty strong.. Almost watched it hoping it would be bad enough to be good.. But I did not, and a week later I'm running from woo, and this horrible movie from 2009 is on the damn TV next to the superbowl like how in the #?

EVEN worse my friend wanted to hang out the night before last and Now I just know he was going to put that on for us to watch.. Because the next night, last night, he pointed it out to me. I mean he turned it on on purpose for me to watch.. The bar was empty except for us, but anyway..

I can't get away.

uugghhh.



Moo
1/10
Author: aimless-46 from Kentucky
1 September 2010
I bought 400 DVD's for 50 cents each when our local rental store went out of business. In that group there were some truly awful movies, but "Hooking Up" was by far the worst of the bunch (no contest).

It occurred to me during the painful viewing process that the whole project must be one huge inside joke.


yea...

this ride is making me dizzy


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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 11:59 AM
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originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Serdgiam

If you take that the wrong way, when I say "good for you", is that entirely your problem, if you ask me. I meant it. As in "great that's admirable".

How could I have a goal, or a plan? I still don't know where I stand.


You crack me up sometimes


That is how I took it. I perceived it as a literal "good job." But, given your response.. well, it seems like a bit of a set up now. Like the trap was sprung, but there wan't a leg in it to clamp down on.


My point was that it seems you want to talk about things in that direction, but when I went there, the conversation abrubtly stopped. I was genuinely curious when I asked what the point was to you. Is it more just to vent frustration in a strictly rhetorical fashion?

When you talk about something as if you have interest, but then give a one line response when someone shares that interest, some will perceive that as being given a pat on the back followed by an unsaid "thats nice, truly, now shut up and sit down, I'm talking." That's why I asked what the point in such an interaction is to you, because if its different then the way those actions are perceived can be at odds. Of course, if that is exactly how its meant, then carry on! Basically though, whether it was meant as literal or a condescending dismissal, the end result is the same; it makes any further discourse seem like it isn't valued, and in that, is a waste of time. Obviously, I don't see it that way, as I'm responding, but its easy to go there.

You talked earlier about how you sometimes feel ignored, or that interactions on boards like this can be difficult, so I'd think such blunt, honest feedback might be of value. Of course, it can all just be seen as the other persons problem, but then I don't think we can be surprised by what *will* happen next.

Then again, I'm one of those people that believes these interactions are two way streets with shared responsibility, sooo, caveat emptor (seriously)!

I should also clarify that I don't think we necessarily need a goal, or to know where we stand, to work towards something. In my view, we are all working towards something, whether we know what it is or not, and it can frequently conflict with what we actually want or wish to achieve.

Based on what you have said, it seems to me your plan is: "A new philosophy. Answers. A constructive goal." I think its a good one, personally.



posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 12:20 PM
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Reverbs, your such a...

lyre!



PS - Love to see the kitten avi back!!

ETA: Thanks for Bat for Lashes too!
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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 01:22 PM
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thx for the silly laugh.

man my empathy is set way to high today.

I feel like I might explode the universe by accident haha.

you helped like a little..




posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 01:55 PM
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Everybody accuses me of the same things. Everytime:

I do take you serious, if there is sthg you want to share, please do so. I have human issues.



posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 08:17 PM
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originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Serdgiam


Everybody accuses me of the same things. Everytime:

I do take you serious, if there is sthg you want to share, please do so. I have human issues.


yea well.. I get it but it is weird sometimes trying to communicate it feels like you have gone 10 miles down the train track and only sending semi friendly telegrams back at your pleasure.

abbreviating words like "something" enhances the distant effect.

you do soud like my ex in so many ways that I'm questioning my own sanity again. She said word for word what you wrote.. Everyone says the same things about her.. Well it's not so likely that everyone who talks to you is the same and therefore say the same 'wrong' things.. It's way more likely it's a real thing that many people have a difficulty with, or why else would they bring it up?



BUT

what I've noticed is you really have opened up more than in the past. You are one of the "Peeple" that caught my radar long ago. Assuming you are the same person, which seems like (you must have gone into a giant pile of woo to be so different now).. Assuming you are the same person...

You have grown and changed so much from before.

MAybe you have some human issues, just like the rest of us.. Get in line lol..
but it's all ok if you mean well.

we have fought in the past because of some disconnect when I studied it further you were not being how I thought you were being. So now I give you way more leeway.

Something my ex taught me.. It might seem incomprehensible to me, but it may make perfect sense to you. And because it makes perfect sense it makes perfect sense, I just don't always see it right away. She really taught me a lot.

I'll miss that one forever.
you are so not helping sounding like her though.
I wonder if it's speaking english as your second or third language and just the little you revealed just now is like you guys both had a hard life I think.

everybody has different codes running.

We should be more forgiving of each other when a disconnect arises.. Call it "error correcting code"
a disconnect is not ONE persons fault, but both parties not coming to an arrangement.

So with each and every one of you you all have your own style...
When I lock into your flow I get it way better what you are saying.

Some of bigbrother darkness posts, are like error this does not exist.. And then the next one will be like "Incoming missile" Do we have lock?? no he's bypassed the ego.. Do we have any more walls? Yes but they havn't been used in years.. IT's coming in too fast!!

You guys all do that to me, but with him it's more variable if he's connecting to me.

It's definitely a two way street. People I've called crazy made me realize I was crazy too.

I'm probably the hardest person to understand.. That's how I feel.. People do express that in words a lot.. But then people who get me say I'm super easy to read.. My own perception can never see what others see..

We all have our own brand of perception. Those of us who are free.

But anyway...

Love our thread.

Our dive..

Our hang.

You guys are the best.

< 3
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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 08:46 PM
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I don't think I fit in here. I haven't contributed anything really meaningful to the thread, it was just my attempt to belong somehwhere. I'm not a philosophical person, I just thought that I was relating to other people for once.



posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 09:08 PM
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I've a limited edition holographic hearthstone card a gold coin and a stress rock... skaweeeezze.

But I don't know anything about the game. I wasn't ever into game deck role playing... I did some back in the day like dungeons and dragons, I like the stuff but I like classical divination I've an old book called the psychic sciences I bought when I was out West with several more, loaned it to a friend is the only way it survived... because when I went out of town one weekend they broke into my house and stole my entire book collection without asking...

You know how those nasty cult parents work? Like those Westboro fanatics and other cults like the one River Phoenix's parents were in? They talk about interbreeding and try to arange marriages all the time, try to do the ancestry out for that whole "family" business, I'm allergic to that toxic mess. When ever I would recall things when I was small, my "mother" would say oh you dreamed that, trying to fragment a real memory as fake in denial and hide the truth... biggest liar I have ran across pathological, of course she's getting dimensia not being able to separate fact from fiction... cognitive dissonance does that after awhile.

Truth being a part of everyone's collective conscious and unconscious has a way of surfacing no matter how often someone tries to make you "think" you are crazy. This is why meditation works great, because at the end of it? Thought at least of one's own is annihilated. Nothing to be tortured by, inside... all that is left is the external of course those tortured by the internal well, no truth was ever in there grasping and holding onto concepts and formulating plans of intent and ignorance out of hate and greed. Of course no thought arising from oneself? The minds of others are easily known. It's like arms reaching and grabbing except with the mind... as if you are the only one that can save and redeem them instead of the lie they were hiding under called their cult religion... placating and allowing them to spread their pain instead of actually healing and walking it.

When a boy puts his snake down he finally gets a chance to wrestle with a dragon as a man.


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Ima writer! Ima writer!
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posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 09:28 PM
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I find it better to create than take credit for others creations, sure the trop being the same they resonate with you.

Many people invent a fake self or a lie as them, a fictional character in their own bleak world inside of their heads; to make it OK, livible.

Best to purge that and gift the world with actual creation taking credit for it or not is optional... eventually they will chase you down, despite all obsfucation and trying to be daddy to your mom and little brother. If you wonder why you are nothing to your father? It is because you are his shadow.



posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 10:23 PM
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originally posted by: Mousygretchen
I don't think I fit in here. I haven't contributed anything really meaningful to the thread, it was just my attempt to belong somehwhere. I'm not a philosophical person, I just thought that I was relating to other people for once.


gawd mousey.

You are one of us.

Otherwise you would have left long ago.

And yet you stay. Here. With us.

You fit in like a match to a flame.



posted on Feb, 6 2017 @ 10:29 PM
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originally posted by: BigBrotherDarkness
a reply to: Reverbs

I find it better to create than take credit for others creations, sure the trop being the same they resonate with you.

Many people invent a fake self or a lie as them, a fictional character in their own bleak world inside of their heads; to make it OK, livible.

Best to purge that and gift the world with actual creation taking credit for it or not is optional... eventually they will chase you down, despite all obsfucation and trying to be daddy to your mom and little brother. If you wonder why you are nothing to your father? It is because you are his shadow.


my father loves me.. It's only if I can make it (to his place) that my siblings abide.
I have some weird warrior ethos for truth and love.
And with him it's heavy on the Truth part. Easy on the love.

My purpose here on earth, is similar to how I relate and protect/open up my siblings to reality..

My dad is bad on women issues. So My little sister will not go there unless I come too. She's not afraid of anything. I'm surprised my younger sister doens't have like 6 companies by now. She is a mother#ing baddass

but when dad is around everyone is worthless. Maybe to deny his own failures? I don't know but I change his heart and it bleeds into his mind everytime.

Maybe you pick up that I am his son.. And I have deep wounds to clean ?

But I promise, I try my best, to be the best man ever for every new person I meet.



He once convinced my little baby brother that his house was haunted by baby killers.. His story was helped by random esoteric events.. He played off of it knowing my little buddy has severe panick attacks.. Like he gives a #. My life blood (you are all too) was protesting.. he had a bad dream and thought he was dead... So My 'dad' decides now is the time for made up ghost story to freak my baby brother out even more.. Something like "your only purpose is to die, and the ghosts need BLOOD!" I can't fully remember because my empathy was all focused on my brother.. You guys are all my brother or sister. I truly mean that in the jesus sense. Like I mean it real.

I have true HATE when he does that..

But I also know he's just hurt himself.
And he never had me to look out for him.



OH...

And all of my creations were inspired. So I can sort of take credit but not really.
Like I think musicians should credit "the muse" in certain songs..

but what is it?

reality?

Seems like "first there was the word"

And so words still have power where they are not denied their true meaning.

But I don't think "I" create.. My poems were like flows of God through me and through the me filter made the words that would be my words.. But I can't take credit in some cases.. It's like the poems wrote themselves.
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