a reply to: Anaana
My mom has all kinds of journals, te older the more locked up in metal boxes they are haha. They go all the way back to when she was a kid and it's
interesting to see how some things are so similar and then how some things have changed..
My mom even has lots of woo in there.
the best part for me was that certain memories I have even super early ones are written down when they happened. No one believed my memories. I knew
they were real. And there they were in her handwriting for all to see.
I used to escape my crib, I assumed I was like 2.. that's what it seemed like in my head, but no I was remembering when I was 9 months old. Because my
mom wrote that particular story down.. and because of that I know what emotions I had, the way I used to think.
I had to get closer to mommy but she was at the bottom of the stairs and I was at the top. That never made sense to me how that would happen, because
I almost fell down the steps. I was really top heavy and going forward, but I didn't want my mom to be scared because she was telling me to stop, so I
did but then thought I can go backward..but my goofy legs didn't make that any easier.
That's my memory written down this was a test because my dad didn't believe my mom that I was getting out of the crib. the crib had very high bars. So
of course my crazy ass dad made me do it again where he could see so once again I tumble ovr the top of the bar, BANG! on to the ground. (not in my
memory mind you)
last day I was allowed to have a crib. the doctors said just put him on the floor before he gets brain damage! Maybe it was too late. bahahaha ;P
Love that she kept all those notes.
she even has demon encounters, being paralyzed, whispers in her ears, breathing on her neck, floating above her bed.
all similar things to what happened to me.
my random notes are only meant to remind me up to a week later some page to get to online or something usually just one word even.