a reply to: Peeple
you type very nice words, thanks!
and i have been flying high ... smoking pot, ha!
well, nothing to brag about as that is one of my "monkey mind problems" on a list that is getting shorter, yet, there seems to be another dimension
hidden in plain mental sight, just not recognised before ... Meaning; smoking is just an effect of other causes which i have been noticing and
learning about myself and the same goes for other monkeys ... knowing is half the battle, self effort is the other.
while i like a saying that sharing is caring and a lot of times i do my best to share material stuff or views, but in this case, i don't like it
because i don't even know for sure what i am experiencing a lot of times that is why i like to observe and wonder about what is happening inside or
out and my imagination is only getting more out of touch with reality that is accepted by others and how can i express myself in a meaningful way and
relate with others if that is the case.
Well this may seem like a complaint but it is not in my mind.
You see on other hand, i consider my self very lucky, as there are a few members around here who i can really relate, which is something i did not
expect to be honest when i joined, but... they have emerged and been good teachers even if i do not know their face or anything at all except the
nickname and their given views ... but somehow i know they know what i still need to understand and realise and are doing their best at pointing,
trying to rid me of ignorance or delusions...or maybe is that just another delusion?
Anyway, true sharing will come later, when i know for certain and have no doubts about the thing being shared, than the right words comes without
effort, now it would be more like blind kid describing colours to other blind kids, leading only to wrong conclusions and i don't want for anyone to
get more confused, when my only intent would be or is; to help or to make things simple or at least clearer if they cannot be simple.
if ats will be around till than and we will still be here, than i will share honestly and openly what i have realised and learned, just like some are
doing that now... and others will be doing it in the future.
well, on the other hand, the real kicker is, that sooner or later in some life, form and shape we will all be realised as we are already that and also
on other hand that is the natural involution of the soul and way of karma, because in my view there is nothing else but this - that, be it void,
emptiness, Brahman, Buddha field, simulated reality, universal soul or consciousness...whatever; we have been over that in this thread. And when we
are realised words are like a plaything, used only for pointing out of ignorance and with empathy wishing that others will get on the right track to
wisdom as they are seeing only another version of their old self in everyone ... well at least those who are liberated
...says so. hah.