I am the guy who decided to climb the mountain alone at night to speak to God
I waited for no rain and that's tough to do in BC
I went to mt Seymour, drove as far up as the car would take me, and then hiked up another 2 miles or so off the trails. Visibility was really quite
excellent snow reflected light like a mirror. I didn't climb all the way to the top but did find a spot with an incredible view of both sky and the
city lights below.
I talked for almost 30 minutes
To shorten it here, I reminded God of my life and concluded with failures of human civilisations both past present and in the future
When it comes to my life, pretty tragic, after all do you really believe a comfortable happy person gets an idea to go alone into woods at night to
talk to God
Suffered from severe anxiety as a child overcame it cognitively after much was already lost
Went through war, had to run to another country
Blessed with an IQ of 140
Cursed with an IQ of 140
Became an activist after 9/11 inside job, became target of CSIS surveillance and sabotage. They are just an extension of US alphabet agencies.
Had cancer and had to heal myself using sodium bicarbonate. Doctors were useless. For all I know CSIS slipped me a carcinogen, not that I have proof
or anything. Not saying they did it but I wouldn't put it past them considering other things they did.
I suppose if they wanted me dead I would be, then again didn't CIA want Castro dead and it just didn't work out. Just sayin.
Been through dangerous things like accidents, mugging, mauling
Was abducted and tortured by greys in 2010, - nasty lil critters, they had pain on dial up, like turning up the volume knob, there were other victims
there as well. My memory of event is incomplete, but I do know they weren't happy with me. Nor I with them. It seems greys make a deal with people
they abduct, cooperate with memory wipe so it is more effective and we will return you safely. They told me memory wipe is to protect me so I can live
a normal life, I told them you guys are evil and are just covering up your crimes. They didn't like that.
Business I had failed and I had to proclaim bankruptcy
Contemplated suicide but didn't have guts to do it.
Considered fool by 90% of family and friends who know me. I am the UFO/ghosts/conspiracy guy.
So obviously a fool and a waste of skin to "normal" people.
I also reminded God about the overall state of human civilisation, the FED control, the coverup of technology, artificial scarcity, keeping people
purposefully ignorant etc ..
After I was done, I heard not too far from me a tree fall down, which scared me for a moment, was pretty loud and it occurred to me that I am still
Why am I still alive, after all that happened in my life, I should be dead by now.
Cancer should have gotten me if nothing else, or aliens in 2010.
I got the feeling that my life was and is a crash course in humanity. As if I didn't have time to do it properly and was just thrown into a meat
I know that I won't be back after I am done here.
Screw earth and screw most people here, this is not a place for an elegant and delicate spirit like me.
Would a self respecting person want to hang out at Vancouver Hastings drug street ? Of course not.
Earth is a place for when an animal like cow wants an upgrade and higher consciousness. As for those of us spirits visiting, we have absolutely
terrible time here. Dog eat dog world, no thanks.
Would you believe me when I say that I feel sad when I see a newborn baby, poor thing doesn't know what it signed up for, like joining US army while
government prepares for world war3
Bad timing ? Actually NO. It is always bad timing on planet earth.
Ancient wars, World wars 1, 2.... 3.
Australian under ocean colony wars in the future. African SIFF Union - China war in the future. It just doesn't end.
Anyone worth their salt steers clear of Earth, most humans are predatory beings and aliens willing to do business with humans are even bigger
predators, look no further than unexplainable disappearances world wide.
BTW to say mountain and woods are spooky at night would be major understatement, never go in without being armed, just in case.
There was a really loud owl hooting at one time and I looked and looked and couldn't see it, I had 3rd gen night vision borrowed from a wealthy guy I
know. I should have been able to see it. I was glad to be back in my car, sheesh.
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