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We are conditioned to expect more so we want more.
We been programmed and conditioned to this, our expectations are no longer our own.
originally posted by: deadlyhope
a reply to: raedar
I'm glad to hear you're sober, and that you've found ways to be enlightened. I do have times I'm a bit happier, I mean I love my wife, I enjoy the area I live, I love my parents/siblings and all that I live near - I guess it's just something a bit more personal, it's like... What SHOULD I be doing? Or should I try to be content with what I am doing? I've always been the change-the-world-altruistically type of person and it just gets me down to know that I impact very few lives, in very small ways.
originally posted by: deadlyhope
a reply to: TerryMcGuire
That's just it, I see things on a large scale.
Who cares about a folded napkin when millions of children are starving in other countries? I seem to marginalize smaller actions because they aren't having the big impact I wish I could have - I realize this type of thinking is erroneous and that volunteering at a soup kitchen might be all I can do to help, and that it is indeed important to those served, but I don't seem to be able to adopt that mindset and put it to practice, and I'm not sure why.
Hearing that, I feel, released me from the incredible expectations/beliefs I had for my life. Now I feel more able to stay in the moment, and feel like I'm beginning to gain intuition and able to look toward the future without freaking out. I feel it is my first experience with true serenity, which is amazing!
But this shift went far beyond this. With the knowledge of psychology, advertising began in earnest to 'sell' to 'convince' to 'market' to people not by filling peoples 'needs', but rather by appealing to peoples 'wants and desires' and changing them INTO NEEDS.
. I do not feel I have an amount of light, or inspiration within me to grab onto, I don't have a "passion" that I can turn into a career, I don't have a meaningful hobby..
originally posted by: deadlyhope
a reply to: TerryMcGuire
That's just it, I see things on a large scale.
Who cares about a folded napkin when millions of children are starving in other countries? I seem to marginalize smaller actions because they aren't having the big impact I wish I could have - I realize this type of thinking is erroneous and that volunteering at a soup kitchen might be all I can do to help, and that it is indeed important to those served, but I don't seem to be able to adopt that mindset and put it to practice, and I'm not sure why.
We do not intend to use the radio only for our partisan purposes. We want room for entertainment, popular arts, games, jokes, and music. But everything should have a relationship to our day. Everything should include the theme of our great reconstructive work, or at least not stand in its way. Above all it is necessary to clearly centralize all radio activities, to place spiritual tasks ahead of technical ones, to introduce the leadership principle, to provide a clear worldview, and to present this worldview in flexible ways.
A government that has determined to bring a nation together so that it is once more a center of power in the scales of great world events has not only the right, but the duty, to subordinate all aspects of the nation to its goals, or at least ensure that they are supportive. That is also true for the radio. The more significant something is in influencing the will of the broad masses, the greater its responsibility to the future of the nation.
And I shouldn't let such things determine my happiness, I should define my own happiness in my own way - But again, I am lost. I do not feel I have an amount of light, or inspiration within me to grab onto, I don't have a "passion" that I can turn into a career, I don't have a meaningful hobby..
What should I do?
originally posted by: deadlyhope
a reply to: TerryMcGuire
That's just it, I see things on a large scale.
Who cares about a folded napkin when millions of children are starving in other countries? I seem to marginalize smaller actions because they aren't having the big impact I wish I could have - I realize this type of thinking is erroneous and that volunteering at a soup kitchen might be all I can do to help, and that it is indeed important to those served, but I don't seem to be able to adopt that mindset and put it to practice, and I'm not sure why.