posted on Dec, 3 2015 @ 04:44 PM
Hi everyone! With the very little poking around I have done thus far on the site, I feel I will fit right in here! I am a long time conspiracy
theorist although I have not delved into many searches as of late. Currently, I am in school for Psychology and I am trying to figure out how and what
I want to do after I get my degree. I love helping people and am incredibly intelligent. I have always felt out of place and like I am grasping for
something that is constantly just out of my reach. One of the threads I was looking at when I decided to join was in regard to greys. I am what many
call a rainbow child, but I only recently transitioned from crystal to rainbow. I have numerous psychic gifts and I love to display them particularly
to people who doubt they exist, because it makes me laugh. My parents have always doubted my abilities and I have been more of a disappointment than a
daughter due to issues relating to other people. You would think it would be easy for an empath to relate to all sorts of people, but really, its not.
I feel other people's feelings rather immensely, sometimes hear their thoughts. It is rather exhausting to be quite honest. I have learned how to
block, shield, etc but I still find myself just sort of existing rather than living. There are few things that really truly excite me anymore and I am
not quite sure how to fix that. I have tried immersing myself in studies or films that provoke my creativity, but alas nothing really gets me going
anymore. Hopefully, I can find some excitement on this site. I used to find it via some facebook groups, but Facebook is just not cutting it for me
these days. I look forward to interacting with you all and seeing what you have to say about some of my experiences.