posted on Sep, 3 2015 @ 08:40 PM
I've been searching for some time to find any one who experiences what I experience. I am familiar with the literature on what it means to be
empathetic and pick up on the emotions and subtle emotions of those around me, but I've never been able to find anyone who not only experiences those
emotions but can also feel people around me.
When I say feel people around me, I mean people I am connected with that are of the living. I can be a 1000 miles from those people, but for some
reason I can feel them, almost like they are standing next to me, or behind me, or dwelling within me. It is hard to describe other than saying I can
smell their smell sometimes or have the sensation that there is a warmth/pulsation sensation in my throat chakra and sometimes my heart chakra. It's
almost like I know their energy/thoughts are on me but I cannot ever tell what they are thinking. Depending on the person, it can be very intense and
it's literally like a part of them or their energy or whatever it is, is inside me. Most of the time I can be like "Oh, I feel this person" or "Oh
I feel that person" but sometimes I am unable to tell who the presence is.
Interestingly, This doesn't happen with everyone I meet or am connected to in my every day life. Sometimes it's people I haven't seen or heard
from in years, or even with people I've created bonds with on the internet. Other times I can feel someone/presence around me but cannot exactly
pinpoint it. There never seems to be a rhyme and reason to why I can feel some people and others I cannot. In fact, a large majority of the people
I've connected with in my life, I've never felt that. It's weird and I've been feeling this "feeling people around me" since I was 14.
I try to talk about this with some of my intuitive friends and have sought out all kinds of resources to help me understand what it is I am
experiencing, but haven't received much help. I'd love to hear similar experiences, or thoughts, or questions about what I have shared.