posted on Sep, 3 2015 @ 11:53 AM
I never understood all these ideas about :
"If you really believe in something, it will happen."
"Imagine sucess and it will happen."
"Manifest your mind into reality!"
It's all BS to me. I've never EVER had anything I REALLY wanted and prayed for all my life, at least nothing that mattered. Whenever I want ANYTHING
it takes me 4x the time it should and life seems to be against me at every turn, every time I want simply anything at all.
Jobs, appartements, cars, women...waiting and waiiitng. Deceptions after deceptions.
Things I work for while staying positive, things I feel I deserve after all the sacrifices I've done...yet, I mostly end up with what I don't want.
And I don't feel there's anything inherently wrong with me. I'm not stupid, not ugly, not without talents...
I'm keeping up with being positive about life but I don't understand how some seem to always get what they want while others never get anything they