blue moon...

the freakiest thing happened to me the other night, just after the quakes, i was still getting over the first shock (something my mum said would happen soon, and it did the next day) but when i was sitting in the car waiting for my grandpar to drive me home when i got the song blue moon suddenly shoot into my head...a song i havn't heard or thought of since my days as a 5 yrs old watching greece. thinkin that was weird we drove out of the carpark and into the nightime where i looked up and there it was...the blue moon, it freaked me a little untill i told mum and she explained it was my passed fathers birthday that day, and that it was in fact a blue moon that night, being the 28th of Dec, the second full for the month = hence Blue Moon.

not only that but earlier that day i bought an ashtray...when i showed her she laughed and said "it was exactly the same as the one my father owned when i was conceived..." and lol i broke when i was a baby, it even had the number 8 on it...which is my harmonic numerology number.

all i could think was my dads trying to tell me something, i was freaked out that night and found it hard to sleep, it was soo cold and the weather here is not cold.

Wow interesting. Maybe he's trying to tell you something - you should try to listen! Invite your father to express what he needs to you...through dreams, meditation, or whatever else.

i have always wanted to make contact with him again, i have always had this feeling that even though he is gone...i can still see him i know it sounds weird but i feel like if i really put my mind to it i can although i have always been too afraid of the results.

but with all this unexplainable stuff happening atm im starting to think its about time i tried.