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The sixties generation gave me hope. For all their sins there was a huge social and cultural revolution let loose in the West. How quickly that was "dealt with" and contained. Yet there survives in little flowering corners some who are visionary and already embarked on experiments that will blossom and bare fruit and those colours will bedazzle in contrast.
But I've spent a fair bit of time in Nimbin and have come to the conclusion that the hippies are just as delusional as everyone else... Bunch of child molesting drug addicts, if I was being completely honest! No answers or higher form of being to be found there... believe me.
What we need is a new kind of revolution, totally independent & unique of anything that's ever come before it.
But I've spent a fair bit of time in Nimbin and have come to the conclusion that the hippies are just as delusional as everyone else... Bunch of child molesting drug addicts, if I was being completely honest! No answers or higher form of being to be found there... believe me.
What we need is a new kind of revolution, totally independent & unique of anything that's ever come before it.
originally posted by: 3danimator2014
1- we live in a an incredible time for self expression. Just a take a look at all the art projects that are probably going on in your city
2- We all feel isolated sometimes. You are in no way special in that respect. Everyone feels the same thing. But you suck it up and move foraward and hopefully tomorrow you will feel better.
originally posted by: NerdGoddess
a reply to: Revolution9
I have often felt isolated or alienated, and I did not always feel that way. I had a really good time with all my friends in my younger years, then I got into highschool.... I just didn't vibe with the majority. Then college came, and I found myself not even attempting to make new friends, and certainly not going out of my way to meet new people. I even found that I would rather sit by myself in the back row and quietly study or do my work rather than make friends and become part of the mindless obnoxious chit chat about nothing.
Now i'm 24, I have a 6 month old son, and for the last 2 years, my few friends come to me. I don't even bother leaving my house any more unless I need to go on a supply run.
I'm just hoping my child doesn't end up anti social like me.
-Alee
originally posted by: Revolution9
originally posted by: 3danimator2014
1- we live in a an incredible time for self expression. Just a take a look at all the art projects that are probably going on in your city
2- We all feel isolated sometimes. You are in no way special in that respect. Everyone feels the same thing. But you suck it up and move foraward and hopefully tomorrow you will feel better.
Everyone is special. I did not wish to portray myself as special. I predicted there would be this response. I bothered to write this as a comfort to those who get these feelings. Remember I did mention the "flowering little corners".
I did feel better the moment I decided to walk the walk of my difficult life. So much bullying, misunderstanding, pressure to conform, mistreatment and inability to conform has led to me opting out to the maximum of my ability. Unfortunately, I am now too poor to have the opportunity to express myself in terms of lifestyle.
You seem to want to believe that people like me don't exist, that we should sleep on it and that will make it better. Do you not see that there are many people who are having problems of interaction because they find their way of being is at odds with the society in which they live?
Also, is it not a real issue that most people block out anything and everything that may disturb the balance of a life that is too superficial for some of us to lead?
I have suggested that the life most our leading, the consumer lifestyle that is a very modern invention, is responsible for draining us of diversity, originality down to even our rights.
The behaviour I see in my own society is too narrow for me to actually function in. I am the one who has to suffer for that and suffer I do. They don't even know I exist, lol. Yet I can't change the way my mind works to "fit in". I tried very hard for many years, but it did not work. In the past, before the control came in I was able to function. Once that happened I was doomed. You may not be able to relate to this, but there are some who will because they have had similar experiences.
This is my experience of modern society. It is not everyone's as I clearly stated. Society will not accommodate me. In work I got quickly singled out. In education I could not abide the restrictions placed upon me in terms of subject matter and how I was expected to perceive it. I gave up doing a degree in English Literature because of utter disillusionment at the constraints.
What really sticks with me is the horror. I see all too clearly what people have done and are still doing to each other. I will not feel better about that, not tomorrow, next year or the year after that.
Read too many books, thought too many thoughts, I don't know, but the pattern that is emerging before my eyes is very grim. The suit is too small and I can't fit in to it.
See how this world works? All that disagrees with the mass identity ends up on the impoverished margins.
"Out here on the perimeters there are no stars
Out here, we is stoned...immaculate".
Bob and Jim think it is real. So do I.
I've asked that question of the Driver of the Blue Bus,
"Driver where you taking us"?
Ain't no going back once you ask questions like that. Better be prepared to sail a vast ocean on a drunken boat.
(I've dropped all sorts of references in there that a few might pick up on).
ps. The only art projects going on in my town are mainstream. Like I said, dwindling imagination.
originally posted by: Krazysh0t
a reply to: Revolution9
You may need to see a psychiatrist. I see TONS of people all the time expressing their individuality. Or, you may just be getting old. There's always that too... How do you feel about dubstep? Have you even heard of it?
But I've spent a fair bit of time in Nimbin and have come to the conclusion that the hippies are just as delusional as everyone else... Bunch of child molesting drug addicts, if I was being completely honest! No answers or higher form of being to be found there… believe me.
originally posted by: Subaeruginosa
a reply to: Revolution9
The sixties generation gave me hope. For all their sins there was a huge social and cultural revolution let loose in the West. How quickly that was "dealt with" and contained. Yet there survives in little flowering corners some who are visionary and already embarked on experiments that will blossom and bare fruit and those colours will bedazzle in contrast.
I don't know anything about the sixties brother, since I turned 18 in 2001 and am technically apart of the Millennium generation. But I've spent a fair bit of time in Nimbin and have come to the conclusion that the hippies are just as delusional as everyone else... Bunch of child molesting drug addicts, if I was being completely honest! No answers or higher form of being to be found there... believe me.
What we need is a new kind of revolution, totally independent & unique of anything that's ever come before it.
originally posted by: nonjudgementalist
originally posted by: Krazysh0t
a reply to: Revolution9
You may need to see a psychiatrist. I see TONS of people all the time expressing their individuality. Or, you may just be getting old. There's always that too... How do you feel about dubstep? Have you even heard of it?
What!? What has dubstep got to do with getting old?
originally posted by: Firewater
There are two types of people; those who's senses allow for (unfortunately not capable of) an infinite awareness. Those people tend to be less detail oriented, but able to more clearly see the "big picture". Then you have those who view the world from inside their personal bubble. That bubble can make it difficult to see the happenings outside of it. Therefore, the majority of their thought and energy is spent only on that which exists inside that bubble. I would also say that those "bubble" people are more likely to be closed-minded and have a level of OCD.
From what I can tell there are far more "bubble" type people than not. Which explains the feelings of alienation.
for the record; I am not a professional, but I DID sleep at a Holiday Inn Express last night.