posted on Dec, 29 2004 @ 10:42 AM
I wrote in the Introduction part of the website that I'd be coming over here. It felt really good to have those folks posting there to my comments
that they were interested in the things I intend to disclose, things relating to a vast satanic conspiracy going on under everyone's noses. And as I
said there, I am much aided by the fact that I have what I regard as a considerable amount of evidence/proof that lends support to my claims and
Also, as I said in my introduction, I'm a person that's had throughout my life many mystical/spiritual experiences that seem to collectively work to
form a picture of things. And while for the moment I won't go into it, this weird journey actually began before I was born.
I have a whole mountain of things I'll need to get to in order for things to come into the sort of focus that I see them, so please understand that
at the rate I write it's a-gonna be awhile before we'll reach that point where I'll be able to say, "There, it's done; now people outside of the
stanic circle understand the dangers and where I'm coming from."
While at work I was thinking about how to best go about beginning all of this. And so I decided that I'd like to first give you some idea of the kind
of frustration I've been experiencing in my efforts to get *someone* with wherewithal to take me seriously and listen to what I have to say AND look
at and consider for themselves the all-important OBJECTIVE proof/evidence that lends weight to my concerns.
Because I don't know what they've set the timer for posting at this website to, and thus don't want to spend significant time and effort writing
only to then lose all of it, I'll not even try and scratch the surface of giving you examples of what I've been through with respect to people
slamming the door in my face, starting back in 1998.
Here goes ... I wrote the 700 Club a couple of years ago thinking that they'd be willing to hear me out. And so I wrote them what I felt was a
heart-felt email, telling them that I have reasons to believe that I'm some sort of a (weird) messinger and revealer of things sent into the world by
Jesus Christ, and that I have LOTS of proof/evidence to support me on this claim. Well, the only thing I got back from them was form letters basically
saying that they were happy to know that I enjoyed their program and that I was welcome to join their club to the tune of something like $20.00
About a year or so ago, I was experiencing some sharp pains in my chest and became very concerned that I might die before I'm able to make things
know (to the world) what certain hate-freaks from hell are up to. Thus, the only thing I could think of to do was to look in the phone book and find a
Christian preacher to be willing to visit me and hear me out. Well, I did make contact with a preacher. I told him what was going on with my heart and
that I'd had a very strange life involving things of a mystical/spiritual nature, and that I felt "someone" really ought to take the time to hear
me out ... and that this isn't a case of some nobody going off on a wild ego trip trying to make himself seem important. But rather, my concerns are
well founded and that the harm and cruelty certain people are committing is VERY real. And so as I was talking (over the phone) to this guy, he
interrupts me in the middle of the conversation and asks me where I worked and whether or not the place was hiring!!
Another example of the brick wall I've been running into is that about three-year-ago I phoned two of the three local TV news stations and pleaded
with them to come over to my place and hear me out and, too, let me show them certain things ... . And so what did I get? Nothing but lame excuses as
to why they couldn't bother getting off their butts to come by and let me make my case! (I even offered them all the money I had at the time, around
Believe me, I could go on and on and on with similar examples of me reaching out, but the joints in my fingers would swell up from hitting the buttons
on the keyboard long before I was even close to being finished!
Right now I look at the clock and see that already a couple of hours have passed by just from writing the little I've written. And so for that
reason, I'm going to call it quits for now (before the timer expires) and hit the sack. I'll see if I can find out what they have the timer set for
this place and come back and write for the duration I'm allowed. (Presently I'm so concerned about the timer running out that I'm not even going to
edit this post for all of its mistakes, sorry!)
Thanks for your time, everybody! This method is VERY slow to have to cover soooo much ground, but please bear with me! THANKS!!!!!!