posted on Jul, 30 2015 @ 07:36 AM
From time to time throughout my life I have experienced psychic-type experiences and for years have considered making efforts to develop this ability,
but I never did.
Last week, Friday 24th July, 1.40pm, my beloved pet dog had to be euthanized. He was 12 and half years old Bullmastiff, my sole companion and I
worshipped the ground he walked on. He died with me hugging him soaking his beautiful big face with tears. I live alone and the sense of loss is
overwhelming and I've been utterly inconsolable all week, barely eating, barely sleeping, barely able to function. Until yesterday.
I got up yesterday morning and once again immediately remembered my big gentle boy is gone, no morning hugs on my bed, my heart ached so bad and the
awful sadness and pain welled up inside me and the lump in my throat grew so big I couldn't help but sob loudly.
I sat in my lounge and mopped up my tears. I closed my eyes and prayed for Him to please please help me live through this pain. I began to be aware of
a strange sensation/feeling in my solar plexus area, it felt really powerful and felt like it was growing bigger. I looked down at my body and saw a
sparkling ball of light where the feeling was, I watched it expand bigger and bigger and the 'feeling' intensified as it grew bigger, It looked
liked those hand-held fireworks called 'Sparklers' (UK).
Then I looked to my side and saw my dog sat in front of me, big happy face, tongue hanging out, he had a collar on with a pendant and I remember
thinking it looked as if he had it too high up on his neck. I instantly heard what sounded like a youngish male voice that popped into my head like a
'thought', "I'm here, I"ll always be here". I smiled and he moved to my side and I put my arms around him and kissed him and told him how much I
love him. At that same moment, the big white 'sparkler' ball grew bigger and filled my body and the amazing feeling it created inside is something I
have never experienced in my life. It increased and exploded feelings of pure love. I felt our souls had just touched.
Afterwards, whilst discussing this experience with my daughter, I remembered the collar my dog was wearing when he 'appeared' to me. I said it was
strange because on this side of life he never wore a collar. Not ever. I always walked him on a neck-chain and leash all his life, and I said I
thought it strange he would 'appear' to me with one on. Then I remembered the pendant hanging on the collar. It was a long smoothish blue crystal
type thing. Not a sparkly 'jewel' type of crystal with sharp parts and edges, it looked smooth and elliptical, about 2 inches long.
I'm sat here remembering the experience, and trying to understand why my dog would 'appear' to me wearing a collar with a blue crystal on it. Does
this have a meaning? Is he giving me a message?
I am getting the 'feeling' that I should I get myself a blue crystal like the one he had. So I'm going to trust that feeling and go ahead and get
one, but I would very much appreciate any member's input that might know anything about blue crystals, or maybe the psychics on here could kindly
help me understand if what I 'felt' and 'saw' was real or am I going crazy. Has anyone else had a similar experience?
(R.I.P. Dood my big beautiful gentle boy - Momentarily in my life, forever in my heart. I miss you so much mate xxxxx)