posted on Jul, 24 2015 @ 07:20 AM
Here it is a sentimental omg whats wrong with u lay lay message..
but for reals..
In my previous post (and all around every corner of this forum) I have received the most amazing words from all of you. In this specific topic last
time all of you said the most encouraging and kind things.
The screwed me:
Normally one I don't share anything private and two 90% of my motivation to do anything comes from circumstance. No artificial inspirational bs does
it for me plus I don't seek it anyway.
I don't trust and care for people's "trust me" speeches. Well boy I am just so wrong about stuff or simply still so unexperienced or kind of naive
about how stuff works.
The right now me:
Anyway obviously subconsciously you have stroked my ego and made me actually feel content and good about myself (so weird to admit that).
Now here is the soppy and tacky but true.
When people say they love their family I am completely clueless what the heck are they on about and kind of think to myself that is just whatever you
Well.. now.. I am pretty sure I know how they felt and meant it. That you all care just because that is how and who you are is something I would have
called bs on before.
I am still cautious to not get burned but my mini me feels sooo loved right now.
And this is the product of that. I will say I can't keep occupied by one thing already over it lol.
It is like.. pet me I admit it.. it makes my tail wiggle.. man what a world ats how did I get here, I can't remember?! Good for me
it is big in reality and hella uneven I see it too
Color fix.. cheater .. I wish