posted on Jul, 8 2015 @ 10:01 PM
Sounds like you have ufology related issues. And you won't get any open conversation about it on this site.
There are ways to get more memories back, either through hypnosis. Google Mary Rodwell and Hypnosis/Regression. There is programming yourself for
answers in sleep, lucid dreaming, self hypnosis, meditation, giving yourself permission to remember.
And to wear armor of love and peace and kindness, faith if you have faith in Higher Power and especially being courteous and kind. They have no
defense against positivity and instead try to introduce fear to lower frequency to gain more access. There are sides and usually people experience
more than one side, ie, they could have greys or mantis or negative side, and then also have their soul family or hero sides, and there are many
grades inbetween, as earth has many groups on it, in it, near it and monitoring it, and then their own Higher Family watching over, and the more you
strive to wake up, the more they're allowed to wake you up. Earth is like some kind of test.
edit on 8-7-2015 by Unity_99 because: (no reason