posted on Jul, 4 2015 @ 08:51 PM
Look..Im not without a heart. But you could surmise my father is...I take him for his doc visits..I change his dressings from melenoma removals. I
care for his properties and dont ask for anything because I love him.
he verbally abuses my wife and my sweet daughter..he drives drunk without a care...he beat me within an inch of my life the entire time I lived with
its ok to have these feelings or else youre doomed to repeat them. Im 48 years old and my father just brow beat me my wife and may 4.5 year old
because hes a bitter lonely alcoholic...he won't change...he never has andvits not right to accept being treated like that.
again I love my Dad, I cry often. ..I wish it wasnt how its been all my life...but some things cant be swept under the rug.
say goodbye, tell him you love him...but you have every right to question your treatment and relationship with him.
I went to school with broken ribs, bkack eyes and bruises you folks cant imagine...others have too, its allowed to feel and question this time tge way
survive...I love you for posing the question. ..God bless you and your father.
I will always live with the memory of angry drunken beatings...and now my poor sweet daughter even has to wonder why her grandpa is such an ass.