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originally posted by: Zaphod58
a reply to: Spider879
When you fight something year after year after year, and you can't see an end in sight, and it never gets better, you get very very tired. I've done that fight, and I definitely understand the feeling of wanting to end it all. Think of the worst day you've ever had. Now imagine having that same day, every day, for 10-15 years or longer. Eventually, you would stop seeing the point of getting up and doing the same thing over and over again.
Actually, you need to reread my post.
This is why I fight against anything European coming to the US
You fight to keep Europeans from coming to the US?
The Europeans are insane.
originally posted by: Wookiep
a reply to: Zaphod58
There's no way that she had severe depression for 24 years, this didn't start when she came out of the womb. Maybe it started during childhood, so maybe it's been a decade or so, who knows. What I do know, is I'd rather cling to all hope for her as a person in society rather than support assisted suicide. That's my opinion. Anyone can commit suicide whenever they want.
originally posted by: TKDRL
a reply to: violet
You really have never been happy? I am a pretty miserable dude, but there were definately some happy moments. Moments that I would not ever trade for the world. Moments that were worth the years of pain. Meeting my niece for the first time, even #ty things like carrying grandma's casket and lowering it. My pain is not only mental, but physical, migraines and insomnia, phantom pains, and also weird # like visual snow that no one can explain. And my story is nothing compared to others that are probably happier than I.
I don't really like country, but this song has always touched me.
To expand on what I meant to say, the main difference between a happy person, and a depressed person is perception. On average of course. A depressed person, me included, dwells on and gives extra weight to the bad times, while brushing off the good times as flukes. Happy people do the exact opposite. And in my experience, happy people seem to have more to be unhappy about if they chose to think of it that way.
Survivors often regret their decision in midair, if not before. Ken Baldwin and Kevin Hines both say they hurdled over the railing, afraid that if they stood on the chord they might lose their courage. Baldwin was twenty-eight and severely depressed on the August day in 1985 when he told his wife not to expect him home till late. “I wanted to disappear,” he said. “So the Golden Gate was the spot. I’d heard that the water just sweeps you under.” On the bridge, Baldwin counted to ten and stayed frozen. He counted to ten again, then vaulted over. “I still see my hands coming off the railing,” he said. As he crossed the chord in flight, Baldwin recalls, “I instantly realized that everything in my life that I’d thought was unfixable was totally fixable—except for having just jumped.”
originally posted by: galaga
originally posted by: Zaphod58
a reply to: Spider879
When you fight something year after year after year, and you can't see an end in sight, and it never gets better, you get very very tired. I've done that fight, and I definitely understand the feeling of wanting to end it all. Think of the worst day you've ever had. Now imagine having that same day, every day, for 10-15 years or longer. Eventually, you would stop seeing the point of getting up and doing the same thing over and over again.
I have a question. I totaly understand "your worst day" being repeated day after day. But what i dont understand is, is it the same thought repeated in your head? Like "I will never get that promition." Or the thought of maybe somthing like your dad dying?
I myself get "depressed" sometimes, but its maybe because I had a bad day. I just dont understand the thought process of one that is always having a down day. Like, "what wrong with you now? Why are you sad today? Who made you feel sad today? "
Maybe it was meant to be, maybe one day I will do great things. I mean, now, I do good things, I make plenty of people happy with my flooring work. Who knows, maybe one day I will save some lives or something, and I will not always feel like I am just wasting time.