GUILTY: 20 things that pissed you off or what ??? FUN FEMALE FATAL

a reply to: Mousygretchen

that was just too funny

a reply to: Layaly
funny?

a reply to: Mousygretchen

I'm about to have the worst day at work I've ever had.

Somebody shoot me.

cya later people

a reply to: Layaly

remember remember the 18th November


The Past

Knight of Cups
The Knight of Cups, dressed in blue to denote his sensitivity and emotional nature, signifies a dreamy, caring, loving individual from your past. This Knight pursued his thoughts and fantasies, and intuitively attuned to the needs of others. He may signify a lover who did not wish to commit, who was attractive, but passive. He did what he believed in, and was considered a charmer...someone you knew, or was this you?

Present

Nine of Wands
The Nine of Wands indicates a pause, a time to “wait and see.” You have seen many battles relating to your situation, and you have fought hard. Like the man in the card whose head is bandaged but unbowed, your Will shall remain intact. These conflicts have strengthened you, but they have hardened you, making you better able to weather life's struggles, but at what price? Be aware of your defenses and when they are triggered...they may make you seem unapproachable. Someone will try to earn your trust, which is hard won at best. Don't pick fights, or see trouble where there isn't any; you can keep your thick skin, but don't build walls. In the end, you will only block yourself if you do.

Future

The Magician
The Magician is the second card of the Major Arcana, and is given the number one to indicate the power that resides within each living being: the power of the self. He has mastered the tools of the Tarot: the pentacle, cup, sword, and wand, which symbolize the four physical elements of earth, water, air, and fire. With one hand aiming skyward and one pointing at the ground, the Magician is the symbol of manifestation, of bringing things from the spiritual or psychological realm into the physical one. The power flowing through him is the power of creation, which is symbolized by the flowers and other growing things around him.

The Magician in your future indicates a need for awareness: watch what you bring into your life as well as what you give to others. You have to walk your talk: decide what you want and take action to make your dreams a reality. You alone have the power within you—you need only to concentrate on channeling it to your best advantage.




remember you ve been here before the day you almost died



"Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't"

I am heaven sent,
Don't you dare forget.
I am all you've ever wanted,
What all the other boys all promised.
Sorry I told. I just needed you to know.
I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems,
Shelter from cold. we are never alone.
Coordinate brain and mouth.
Then ask me whats it like to have
Myself so figured out.
I wish I knew..

I hope this song starts a craze.
The kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
The kind of song that makes people glad
To be where they are,
With whomever they're there with.
This is war.
Every line is about,
Who I don't wanna write about anymore.
Hope you come down with something
They can't diagnose, don't have the cure for.
Holding on to your grudge.
Oh its so hard to have someone to love.
And keeping quiet is hard.
Cause you cant keep a secret
If it never was a secret to start.
At least pretend you didn't wanna get caught..

We're concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, we're throwing the fight
But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe,
I just wanna believe, in us.

Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
We are entirely smooth.
We admit to the truth,
We are the best at what we do.
And these are the words you wish you wrote down.
This is the way you wish your voice sounds,
Handsome and smart.
Oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
That works harder than my heart.
And its all from watching TV,
And from speeding up my breathing.
Wouldn't stop if I could.
Oh it hurts to be this good.
You're holding on to your grudge.
Oh it hurts to always have to be honest
With the one that you love.
Oh, so let it go..

We're concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, we're throwing the fight
But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe,
I just wanna believe.
We're concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, we're throwing the fight
But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe,
I just wanna believe, in us.



remember you knew this already last November the boy on a cliff

a reply to: Reverbs
That's disappointing, if for no other reason than I know you haven't been working there very long.. you seem awesome and I want you to succeed
i'm all ears btw

a reply to: Mousygretchen

Oh well who knows maybe they'll just fire me, and I can sink deep into a nice depression.. Havn't been there in a while..
Apparently we are getting in trouble for talking too loud with customers still there.. And boss man watching tapes or recordings from the cameras (tapes lol) IF he sees me on there on one particular day I'm screwed.. Anyway...

Yea today was very very bad..

Don't want to talk about it, at least not now.

Thanks for caring, and by the way, I love your avatar.

a reply to: Layaly

I wish I understood half the things you say.

I believe in us. That's all I have to say to that.

a reply to: Layaly

Those candle flames were like the lives of men. So fragile. So deadly. Left alone, they lit and warmed. Let run rampant, they would destroy the very things they were meant to illuminate. Embryonic bonfires, each bearing a seed of destruction so potent it could tumble cities and dash kings to their knees.

a reply to: Layaly

you're not going to rain on anyone's parade, or flame for that matter are you?
What's that from anyway?

a reply to: Reverbs
Sounds like somebody is participating in shenanigans with his coworkers...

Tsk-Tsk.

a reply to: Mousygretchen

Ahh yes well.. The issue it seems is that people like to drink when they are not closing.. Some people get too drunk and have big mouths.. So many stories already.

They can't handle their alcohol.

Me in comparison, I got a raise before my first paycheck even came through.

a reply to: Reverbs
You must be doing SOMETHING right lol

a reply to: Mousygretchen

I try. Maybe I don't do everything right.

a reply to: Layaly

Very well written, but if you read it closely dear it is an oxymoron.
I have a nose for them.
Well done, perhaps in the contradiction there is a secret revealed? Who knows.

Double Post, Pardon me Mods

a reply to: Reverbs
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a reply to: WalkInSilence

I saw that..
Pretty sure you mean left alone, and let run rampant.
Said as opposites, yet they are they same, contradicting the rest..

Maybe the secret meaning is I need a girl to show me the meaning.
But I'll show her some # too, but don't let it burn?

soundcloud.com...

a reply to: WalkInSilence

poem about serenity made me think to share it with you


I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud

I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed--and gazed--but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.


-Willam Wordsworth

a reply to: Layaly

You see THAT girl, yes her.
She seems so invincible right.
but just touch her and she'll flinch.
She has secrets and trusts no one.
she is the perfect example of betrayal.
cause everyone she trusted broke her.