posted on Jun, 25 2015 @ 08:17 PM
What Should I do With This HUGE Chip On My Shoulder?
There I was surrounded by these amazing creatures. They circled me endlessly, daring me to pounce. There were big ones, short ones, fat ones and
skinny ones. They were ugly and colorful all at once. Some were old, some were young. They had bulging eyes and sunken mouths, oh my, where would I
There was no escaping the incessant nature of their beastly ways! Bombarding me with their cold hard stares; over and over I averted my terrified
eyes for the hatred was unbearable and yet like a moth to the flame sucked in I went. Devoured and spit out like last night's dinner. No shame for
their despicable behavior.
How can the cruelty exist in such a wondrous world? Self absorbed and full of greed, sucking the life out of me and the beauty that once was. Have
they no belief in the existence of something much greater than self? I used to be the one, I used to care, I used to be enlightened and full of love;
alas where has it gone?
Absorbed by the darkness and forgotten by the creator for which I longed for so many times. Now all that is left of me is this gigantic chip on my
shoulder, the size of which rivals that of a huge boulder, weighing me down, down, down. The river of tears below me are the source of that pain and
the boulder is going to bury me in that salty depth of despair.
Where can I turn to now? Who is going to dry these tears? What is going to become of this massive weight that bears down on me? Is there an escape
from this predicament that doesn't require the purchase of my soul?
edit on 25-6-2015 by soulpowertothendegree because: (no reason
edit on 25-6-2015 by soulpowertothendegree because: (no reason given)