I got married last October, something I never thought would happen
I'm an early childhood abuse survivor, which resulted in more than 20 suicide attempts before I was 15 years old. I gave up because I was so bad at
getting it right, I figured someone up there wouldn't let me go for a reason.
Because of that I found it hard to fit in anywhere, I had to decide whether or not I was going to become a permanent victim or never allow anyone to
victimise me again.
I chose the latter and joined the Army about three weeks before Operation Desert Storm. So I am a combat veteran. I never wrote that on the internet
before, I think I might be coming to terms with what happened to me. Its only taken a quarter of a century. Still I eat well and grew a lot on the
nutrition, I stand 6'5 and weigh around 133 kg. People don't mess with me much and policemen call me "Sir"
which led to:-
Becoming well known in Europe and America in the BDSM community as an educator and event planner and as the only person in UK history who worked full
time as a professional Male Dominant for a decade (Male Dominatrix for the uninitiated).
So my wife is also my slave, but we also have a slave girl that we share between us
I am 45 years old, my wife just turned 29 and our slave is 28, we are poly fidelitous
I am in Florida this October, running a three week long event
I used to charge minimum £150 per hour for my specialised services and people willingly paid it.
I know, its clichéd, that because I was damaged I sought out "the scene" as its known but
This led to having a lot of free time in which:-
I studied comparative mythology, dragon mythology and Sumerology/Assyriology for fifteen years, which led to me becoming well known in Sumerology
circles. I don't publish any of my Dragon research on the internet, its too valuable, but every time I sit down to write it into a book, I get
Academics sometimes write to me to ask for my opinion.
So do forum members
This was my favourite ever question, received from a member at the Graham Hancock forum a decade ago, long before the internet was up to the job of
answering the question itself
Bet you have been asked this before... Just been watching Ghostbusters, and picked up on something that hadn't registered before. Gozer the Gozarian
is referred to as a Sumerian/Babylonian god... is this fact, or spurious Hollywood clap-trap?
Gozer is hebrew
it means "he who performs circumcisions"
I expect it was an in joke from Harold Ramis, one of the films writers (he's Jewish), but in my opinion, it just makes the monster more terrifying
These days I counsel early childhood abuse survivors and piss a lot of people off on the internet who haven't bothered to do any research...
Its a lifestyle really, from where I've come from, life gets better and better and I wouldn't change a thing...no, not even that, it made me who I am
now and now I love life.
edit on 14-9-2015 by Marduk because: (no reason given)