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I was just looking for feedback and hoping that the beating that comes from asking such a question is one that I can handle without loosing it myself.
originally posted by: beezzer
a reply to: BennyHavensOh
Everything is a contest.
Maybe you're right. Maybe some of us are angels.
Not me though.
In the great contest of life, I'm just a supporting player.
originally posted by: BennyHavensOh
a reply to: TrappedPrincess
I know the feeling I was there myself once a long time ago. There is something wrong about it, I can feel it in my gut, it is sort of like cheating on a test, an important test. Bette to fail on your own that cheat and gain nothing if you know what I mean. I myself have seen and done so much, and have been given so much, yet I have been so disappointed and so let down by so many around me at so many times in my life that it is very easy to lose any or all hope. it can be so damned depressing. I am not sure what it is that I am able to tap into to pull myself back up and keep slugging it out day after stinking day, but my Faith sustains me and at the end of the day my relationship with the Creator is the recharging that keeps me from losing hope. Hang in there, what does not kill us makes us stronger.
Do We Humans Have Souls or Are We Angels Placed in Human Form To Be Tested?
The Book of Jubilees; Chapter 2
And the angel of the presence spake to Moses according to the word of the Lord, saying: Write the complete history of the creation, how in six days the Lord God finished all His works and all that He created, and kept Sabbath on the seventh day and hallowed it for all ages, and appointed it as a sign for all His works.
For on the first day He created the heavens which are above and the earth and the waters and all the spirits which serve before him -the angels of the presence, and the angels of sanctification, and the angels [of the spirit of fire and the angels] of the spirit of the winds, and the angels of the spirit of the clouds, and of darkness, and of snow and of hail and of hoar frost, and the angels of the voices and of the thunder and of the lightning, and the angels of the spirits of cold and of heat, and of winter and of spring and of autumn and of summer and of all the spirits of his creatures which are in the heavens and on the earth, (He created) the abysses and the darkness, eventide , and the light, dawn and day, which He hath prepared in the knowledge of his heart.