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I Had a Supernatural Experience
My Meditation Experiences And Opening Doors To Demonic Realms. Hi well I had alot of scary, terrifying, strange, captivating experiences. It all started when I was watching music videos on youtube and alot of comments were saying how there are alot of occult in those videos and luciferic, evil symbolism. I bet you probably heard about illuminati. I believe that they are real. But any way so I started researching the occult things I seen in the videos, and little by little I was straight up reading about new age, occultism, satanism, eastern mysticism, kabbalah and every other possible religion and belief you can imagine. Thats when the scary things started to happen. Like I became entirely engulfed in fear, I couldn't explain why. I would go to sleep just to enter sleep paralysis when evil presence or spirits would be around be and torture me, science and medical community calls this hallucinations but I am not too sure about that. They started being constant like every night, I never had them before in my life. I became very drawn to dark things, music, movies, that had demonic materials. When I would watch them or listen to that music my whole body felt this ecstacy going through it that it would tremble, it was very addicting. Than I read about meditation and decided to give it a try, I suffer from depression and have racing thoughts all the time, so I though if this could help me empty my mind and maybe I will really feel relaxed and peaceful. The first time I decided to meditate on an apple, very simple innocent object. I never did any meditation on mantras. It was hard first time, took me about atleast 50 minutes of hard repeating and focusing on apple to get my mind empty. And than I felt complete absence of though, complete emptyness. I stay at this state for like 5 minutes and than I felt a wave of energy going through my body, I started to shake uncontrollably. Than I started feeling extreme pressure in my forehead, and started seeing light flashing, and other weird things, while having really weird sensation in my body. Than I seen a shadow move while my eyes were close it was moving closer and closer to me and I felt a presence that I wasn't alone. That kind of freaked me out and I decided to stop meditating. That same night when I went to sleep, while I was lying on my bed the I started to feel the same energy in my body again, but this time it was many times amplified and all of a sudden, like 10 or so dark living shadows started flying around my by bed, whispering something. It felt so evil and dark, I had to start praying and ask for God's help than they slowly disappeared. After that when ever I started going to sleep my body would always start to vibrate and I would enter altered state of consciousness and see spiritual and evil things. Like I would be completely be aware of everything just as normal but I was in some other state of consciousness. Like I would see demons all the time in sleep paralysis, one time I had 15 sleep paralysis in one night, like every half and hour and it was always two same evil beings attacking me. Meditation became easier and easier as you the more you do it. After a while I could've empty my mind in just couple minutes. Felt presence and other weird stuff on multiple occasions while meditating, some times I seen what I could only describe as visions, like snake crawling up my body. One time when I went to sleep when I closed my eyes I appeared in our living room and there was something very tall in black robe standing there. When I came closer to see what was that it turn around and looked at me, I froze from fear, I never seen anything more scary in my life. That thing grabbed me and lifted me up like I was nothing, I felt every bone brake and every muscle rip in my body, but that was nothing compared what I felt in my soul, like darkness, evilness unmeasured proportions was infecting me and consuming me entirely. I felt so hopeless and helpless the only natural thing to do was to yield for God's help, I yield like 10 times God help me, than that thing spoke in very deep voice and said this is 2nd out of 8 and left. I was brought in very conservative christian family so maybe thats why it helped me. I am not christian now but I strongly believe that there are demons so there must be God and Jesus, and I need to become christian. One time I remember after listening to Rihanna's song disturbia for like 2 hours straight, I went to sleep woke up in the middle of the night, and realized my body was moving but it wasn't me moving it, like I was in the backround. I felt a very dark evil presence inside me. I started to pray but couldn't pronounce God or Jesus just gibberish came out, I tried again with more effort than I heard very loud roars come out of body it was very terrifying. Than the presence left. One night after meditating on a light, when I went to sleep that night I woke up and there was light litteraly shining from my forehead illuminating the whole room, I even put my arm on my forehead and it blocked some of the light, I think hinduism and buddism call this some sort of enlightening, but I think in reality its some evil manifestion that is just trying to deceive you. While researching sleep paralysis I read people saying that you can separate your spiritual body from you physical. I tried that next time when I had sleep paralysis and than I started feeling very light, and realized I slowly started flowing up from my bed, I turned around and seen my body still laying on the bed, as I was about to live my room I heard a loud alarm like sound in my ears got scared and returned to my body. Next time when I astral projected I entered some spiritual realm, where I seen spirits, energies, colorful spheres all in space like environment, I was astral traveling probably for around 2 hours this time, but than I entered some white temple where I heard alot of whispering as I tried to listen to what they were saying I heard somebody very close to me on the left tell somebody on the right, Take him and eat him. I knew they were talking about me, so I went back to my body than something grabbed me and I flew up really fast, I had to concentrate as I hard as I can to get back to my body again, while you astral projecting you can telepathicly always connect and see your body where you are. Afterwards I was scared to try it again and everytime I felt the separation I just stopped my self. If I wanted I could have done it numerous of times. Sometimes I started hearing latin words in my mind, like one of those were Imparatus, which means not ready or not prepared. Spirit appeared to me once, as an blonde man, could not hear him first but than he started tuning in on my wave length frequency like when you tune in fm radio on stereos and than I heard him clearly, I just snapped out of it when he appeared I didn't want to communicate with something that might have bad intentions for me. New agers called them spirit guides. I started to realize that there is some much more to life than physical world. But the more I meditated and reasearched all these things, had mystical, scary experiences the more I became withdrawn from real life, thinking and obsessing about super natural and spiritual things. I became even more depressed started drinking every day, I couldn't fall asleep if I didn't drink because the scary things that would happen. I litteraly started sleeping with the light on, but that didn't help much. The only thing that always worked when I had scary experience was calling out the name of Jesus for help. So I decided to put an end to it. Stopped reading about all the occult, new age, mysticism, eastern and everything also completely. Stopped meditating I think you open the door to evil spirits when you meditate that is my opinion from my experiences, so think before you do something you might regret. Afterwards all my experiences stopped, fear is gone. They can give it many different names kundalini, enlightnening, chakras, higher concsiousness but the source of this power and manifestion I think all come from demonic spirits, they have great powers too you know. Looking back it seemed like I was under some very powerful spell and was able to break away, but if I would go in even deeper I have no idea what would have happened. I would strongly advise people not to meditate, you could be asking for real trouble. Before all this happened I didn't believe in any of these stuff. Email me with any questions you guys might have.
originally posted by: ElectricFeel
a reply to: AdmireTheDistance
Come back with your opinion when u actually have read my thread. What a lame attempt to get stared, a typical response that gets a lot of support thinking that everything can be explained through logic and science.
They started being constant like every night, I never had them before in my life. I became very drawn to dark things, music, movies, that had demonic materials. When I would watch them or listen to that music my whole body felt this ecstacy going through it that it would tremble, it was very addicting. Than I read about meditation and decided to give it a try,
originally posted by: ElectricFeel
But the more I meditated and reasearched all these things, had mystical, scary experiences the more I had..
So I decided to put an end to it. Stopped reading about all the occult, new age, mysticism, eastern and everything also completely. Stopped meditating
originally posted by: JimNasium
There is no 'good' or 'bad' there just is...
originally posted by: Nowornevertill
a reply to: ElectricFeel
He who studies evil is studied by evil
If you are meditating and researching occult and satanism or illuminati or free masons
You will attract bad things.
If you are meditating and focusing in good and light and God
It will turn out good.