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originally posted by: TheLaughingGod
Well, it's certainly possible.
I seem to remember an old thread of yours, I remember it seemed like your work situation was strange and very strict. I remember thinking it sounded like some kind of internment camp.
You're also quite psychic, right? You know these things happen then. They surround you all the time. Your "communication" may evolve as time goes by. Something to look forward to perhaps.
originally posted by: TheLaughingGod
I realize I guess I would and just did describe such a work situation as strange. I'm a Westerner and haven't had to deal with that kind of thing, though I know it goes on off course. It does sound really bad, any chance you could elaborate? Are you working in some kind of sweatshop?
I'm sorry if you consider that off-topic but it sounds like a big deal.
What kind of psychic experience is it that you're having? And what kind of understanding do you have of all of this? It may be of interest to know if you have any kind of "occult" education. Are you even interested in dealing with this kind of thing?
I'm betting it's safe to say that this isn't the first life you've lived where you've dealt with things such as these. Entities from other times may be around, even. Perhaps seeking your attention.
originally posted by: ElOmen
I think there's certain symbols that might attract this kind of behavior. Any weird posters or decorations around the room?
originally posted by: TheLaughingGod
a reply to: johndeere2020
Sounds like a pretty #ty situation, I do despise Saudi Arabia.. not a good place to be.
So you're getting harassed sexually by guys, but you're a guy? Sounded a little ambiguous is all. I'm sorry to hear that though.
Hmm.. I see. So, uhm.. is there anything special you're looking for with this thread here? Are you looking for information and answers or?
Why do you find the Hermetic principles disgusting? I found that reaction quite odd.
You already seem to know that you're dealing with incorporeal entities so I'm not quite sure what you're looking for. I believe you're experiencing things but I don't know what you're looking for. You could always get involved and take this to the next level but you don't really seem interested in that. It's not something to be taken lightly though, but I'm sure you're already aware of that.
originally posted by: TheLaughingGod
a reply to: johndeere2020
First off, I'm sorry for not getting back at you earlier.
Hmm.. Saudis..... quite ironic that they would act like that.
Full blown physical manifestations are not very common. It requires a lot of energy. Sometimes in a persons journey events will be invisibly and seemingly coincidentally arranged to support a certain narrative and confluence of experiences that will have a person remaining exactly on the treshold of confirming certain phenomena, steadily unveiling themselves in more and more apparent manners. This is how you develop understanding, by following the red threads. I'm quite sure things will eventually reveal themselves.
I was more or less told to tell you that yes, the Dark Mother herself has her eye on you and are looking out for you. The vilified one. Beneath her image she is actually an enlightened being as you have correctly surmised, though she may sometimes play the villain or antihero as a wrathful deity. Some know her as a dakini but she has many names and titles. I'm certain you will meet her soon enough in one form or another. Look out for signs but don't obsess over them. They're all around you. As above, so below - your inner world is always reflected in the outer world.. this is the basis for divination.
You're originally from East Asia yes? You mention the Hermetica but have you looked into Taoism, Buddhism and Hinduism? They're the largest and most advanced collection of spiritual teachings we've got and quite unique because of it. The fact that they have practiced, kept alive and synthesized a vast collection of teachings for so long with a such a large population puts them in a league of their own. There simply is no equal alive body of teachings that could compare. Call it an intricate, brilliant, highly advanced and beautiful infrastructure of inner science. It makes me kind of sad to see the Chinese in particular so readily discard all of that in lieu of the mind-numbingly bland and limited view of Western materialism.
If you're content to wait for science to figure this out that's certainly understandable. Personally since consciousness in my view plays such a vital and primary role in reality itself the only logical response for me as I see it is coming at it from that angle. The inner route, consciousness exploring a world that ultimately also arises from consciousness itself. You can still apply the scientific method to personal experiences.
Negative entities can certainly be troublesome and dangerous but they're usually contested in their endeavours. Protection can be provided, entities can be subjugated.
You have been given a glimpse. It's your choice whether you choose to pursue it actively or not.
Good luck.
originally posted by: johndeere2020
originally posted by: TheLaughingGod
a reply to: johndeere2020
I guess this is part of remembering who I was.
I have figured out the "dark mother". She is the demon Lilith in Jewish myths and Ma'at/Isis/Anput in Ancient Egypt, Sophia in Gnosticism and many other names.
In Christianity, she is best personified by Mary Magdalene and the Queen of Sheba.
She is unorthodox to the point of terrifying.
originally posted by: TheLaughingGod
I was talking about Lilith yes. I would caution not to be too quick to label her however, it would be wise to wait with that kind of thing until you can truly verify it for yourself in other states. Or until she decides to show you. I know one thing and you can dispute this as much as you want, it is merely my understanding from having gotten to know her for a while now: She is not Mary Magdalene, the one known as Mary Magdalene is also known as the White Princess in Tibet.
She is. And not without reason, it is also not a facade. She will play the villain if she needs to and that is also a kind of service as counterintuitive as that might sound.
But beneath it all she's really just a delicate flower. Too bad she's taken
Her skin as soft as silk
Raven black hair, the skin like milk
As pale as the moon, as dark as the night
As sensual as a snake, secret bringer of delight
Queen of Gore
The reason for the carnage in parables of yore
Let her cut your heart out and eat it
Drink the fear and darkness so you can defeat it
Face it all, heed the call
But beware of the abyss, lest you fall
She will eat you up and spit you out - brand new..