So I was thinking,
We become the exact form necessary to attract and be filled by that which we search for.
Its like being a formless entity. Your mind is exposed to different inputs from reality through vision, smell, sensation, mental interpretations of
memory and moments as they pass. All of it.
The sentiment we cling to, or rather resort to when we are not able to process the pain of the deep mind, is only a reaction. Its like a warning light
on an engine that activates a failsafe protecting the motor from operating while damaged to avoid more damage.
Sentiment is like physical sensation. When you are being burned or pierced, your body alerts you of the damage with pain messages to the nervous
system. There is a built in instinct to protect areas of the body we perceive as being in pain. It is like a master override on auto.
Similarly our minds also process "pain" messages about our core /deep mind. We perceive going into the deep mind as being a trip into a painful place
like thinking of placing a hand above a flame.
Instinct tells us to recoil. It is difficult to stop and realise that we sometimes are dealing with phantom pain. Much like physical pain can leave a
trauma that erases muscle memory....our minds can willfully blur the familiarity of existing in the deep mind. We blur the road to our core and also
recoil from everything that comes FROM the deep mind.
IMO, The deep mind is many things as well as a place for reception and transmission of information. SENTIMENT like pain interrupts that transmission.
BUT we are all a network of information interacting with transmitters and receivers of information. People and things in the universe.... Other
Its not that sentiment ALWAYS breaks the connection between our singular identity and that of a global, universal consciousness. It is that much like
with the message of "pain" to the brain through the nervous system, a message of emotional pain can shock the system and override all other messages
in the deep minds network like with the body's central nervous system when perceiving pain.
If we want to achieve a higher level of consciousness we must delve DEEP into our core. We must become masters at navigating the network of pathways
in the deep mind.
Its not that a state of plural identity would rob the individual identity of supremacy or even existence. Death of sorts. That is what the singular
aspect of our minds fears and as such is the greatest source of perceived pain /fear. That is why it creates a sense of mental mortality we then must
Know that fear is pain. That would be lesson number one if any sages ever guided our liberation from this womb of existence.
When we can exist beyond the pain of both physical and emotional existence we can start to operate beyond the place we have recoiled into as a
We must learn to not fear the flame. We must learn to not fear the deep mind.
When the singular identity lives in harmony with the plural consciousness we all emanate from.
Its not that the deep mind is a place to GO TO. This is all an effort to return to where we COME FROM. It also about allowing the free and natural
flow of it all....
This is where the mind truly exists. When we return the singular identity CHOOSES who to be after seeing all that is. The choice is based on the truth
that the DEEP MIND is who we are and as such, should dictate our choice based on what reality IT perceives.
When in that state it is possible to choose to be ANYTHING, everything. The singular identity becomes plural in its ability to flow into all forms.
The plural consciousness also becomes a finite point of existence and as such, SINGULAR.
It is in this convergence of the universe in us that sparks of life are ignited and where the forms of possible existence explode to all corners of
our perceived reality. A reality we choose unhindered by perceived realities and their influence as to what reality itself shall be.
There is more I guess, always, but that is what comes to mind.
When you feel that pain, know that it is fear. When you know that, you can see the other truths that you never stopped knowing but that were
overridden by the messages of pain being sent and received.
There is a personal process and a plural process we go through with other singular identities trying to find their way to the core we all search to go
to and choose from. That powerful, pleasant, and natural /organic place we call home and get homesick for.
We become vessels of singular and plural consciousnesses trying to be filled with source consciousness so as to discover an infinite identity.
Who are we? Not just the I, but all of us. We? Us.
THINK INTO THE US. Find your way out again into the SELF. Like a heart beating pulse after pulse, or lungs filling with air breath after breath.
Into, out of, flowing into and out of.
Existence....every moment at a time. Beyond time. Just on and on forever.....Would you ask the purpose of a single heartbeat or a that of single
breath? Why search for the purpose of a single moment in the process? Just let go and grab on, like a monkey swinging from branch to branch.
Learn to perceive the whole process and in that understanding and complete spectrum of sensation and emotion see the forms and formless of all.
navigate through the forest of our network of mind and that of others....
God, there are no words to express it. Its absurd to even consider being that even talking about it leads us to think it is within our grasp...only to
know that it is still something we quest after. How do we know that how we perceive it all is not still influenced by our current mindset and
composition of consciousness? How do we know if this or that is the way?
We do not. We only do or do not. There is no knowing until you know. You will know when you know sort of thing...and if you ever think you know, then
you probably dont know.
I dont know.
Maybe its my limits of brain mass and composition that hold me back. My human form. Maybe my human form is the perfect key to unlock the limits of my
mental composition and range.
edit on 3 29 2015 by tadaman because: (no reason given)