a reply to: ladyvalkyrie
Well i'm kinda odd maybe, i live the simple life.
Generally i like to lighten my house with candles, the old sphere.
I have no tv nor nightmares.
I would not know what the lobster means so i'll skip that for now.
The young girl can only be the girl i had in mind yesterday, she indeed has long dark blond hair, she is not a child anymore but a young lady and 25
years old who lives together with her boyfriend now.
The general notion i have is that everything goes well for them, except for a demanding job which puts a lot of pressure on her.
This brings me to your earlier reply, like everyone else, they have to make their own decisions, we should not interfere with that.
That is why i'm reluctant to visit them, i would not have wanted someone to tell me what is best for me to do
Now for the weird part.
In a way i can relate to that, it has its roots in my youth, a sudden clarity with a tremendous energy that transformed everything.
From then on life has changed, it is as if one is in a neutral position and seeing how everything unfolds without feeling the need to try to influence
or change it.
It is as it is, please do not confuse this with indifference, it is not like that.
There have been more than enough people that i gave an helping hand, some showed their gratitude, others made abuse of it.
That is just how it goes, those who abused it, have closed the door for them self, no hard feelings, but also no understanding for their situation.
The horse might be a symbol for the powerful force which reacts to everything that happens in our society.