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schizophrenia or electronic harrasment?

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posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 06:52 PM
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The above video is a "personally made recreation" of PART of what i experienced while scenarios of hellish voice programs such as the fake machine devil, demons, vortexes(real), fake machine god, were torchuring me for a week when i moved. I walked all over town for days, and lost track of time and got lost myself listening to giant footsteps behind me all the time telling me to come back. I believe im being harrassed electronicly as i use mental techniques that give me computerized preprogrammed responses. In hospital the above simulation was used on me, i heard demon robots nuking constantly, they made it sound like they were coming through the walls. i was delusional from being tired from the previous demon attacks and holograms they attacked me with in my house.




posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 07:00 PM
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I'm sorry that this is happening to you, friend. I told the Lord that I am concerned about you. Love.a reply to: sanitizedinfo



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 07:03 PM
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Look up on youtube "nyke420" that guy is experiencing similar attacks. Ill post a link in a bit.a reply to: sanitizedinfo



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 07:04 PM
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Thanks donk, in the words of sisters of mercy "i need all the love I can get".



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 07:31 PM
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a reply to: sanitizedinfo

I'd say schizophrenia, but you should keep making aural re-creations of what you're experiencing. It's interesting and is a creative outlet.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 07:32 PM
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Hi SanitizedInfo ~

I'm schizoaffective. I believe this manifestation you're experiencing might very well be Voice to Skull technology. A lot of the perpetrators of electronic harassment used looped recordings to disorient and wear down the targeted person. I dealt with my own version of that kind of harassment for seven years before it finally began to subside.

I wish I had a solution for you. The best advice I can supply is be open and honest with your doctor-therapist-psychiatrist about what you are experiencing, and don't panic when the voices appear. Try to remain calm and think about something other than what you are hearing. I know that can be exceedingly difficult, but do your best to mentally envision peaceful thoughts. The more you practice "not hearing" and deflecting your thoughts to something pleasant, the easier it gets.

A quick question regarding your video...am I hearing correctly that the voice is saying "Milk" before the strange noise?



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 07:35 PM
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a reply to: GENERAL EYES

No, it said "nuke"



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 07:40 PM
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a reply to: sanitizedinfo

Sorry I misheard....my hearing isn't what it used to be.
That certainly is an unusual manifestation you're experiencing.

Another trick to drowning out those types of mental intrusions is to load up a music player with a bunch of songs you feel comfort in - whatever genre you like, I have everything from classical to industrial metal - and just listen to your playlist at whatever volume drowns out the unwanted noise whenever the voices appear.

Hope this helps. I'll be praying for you as well.
Stay strong out there.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 07:50 PM
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It's important that you don't pander to your paranoia. It only makes the stress worse. No one's out to get you, your own mind is working against you. Be calm and think about it logically. Work with your doctor and I hope you get better.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 08:12 PM
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a reply to: GENERAL EYES

I have a good playlist. I will refrain from making anymore depictions because I worry about influencing others. I'm good right now thanks to a multitiered approach including medications. I thought this video would show
That my brain was not spontaneously creating self destructive sounds/voices that use surround sound on my skull.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 08:17 PM
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originally posted by: TsukiLunar
It's important that you don't pander to your paranoia. It only makes the stress worse. No one's out to get you, your own mind is working against you. Be calm and think about it logically. Work with your doctor and I hope you get better.


I'm not nor was paranoid until I heard the voice attacks, I wasn't afraid until I got so tired I thought the world was ending. I don't believe for a second my mind can create RF signals that my poorly wired stereo picks up and heard as sine oscillations (another bid on my channel). I have definite proofs of e-harrasment.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 08:34 PM
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You just gotta go with the flow either way.


I've always been comfortable with the voices to be honest.



There are times they get too loud and frequent for me to have a normal life...

Whenever these situations arise I go to the Ward until it subsides to an acceptable tempo.





It's the Intrusive Imagery that really gets to me...

Wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.



I don't know if it's memories being shared via telepathic connection to the third eye...

Or if it's happening in real time somewhere in the World or around the Universe...



But it's a real trauma.




Since the Intrusive Imagery started about 3 years ago...

I've come to the realisation that PTSD must by far and away be the worst type of mental illness one can have.




As General said, some classical music is always soothing.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 08:35 PM
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a reply to: sanitizedinfo

Every once in a while a poor soul needing mental help posts and it breaks my heart.. I'm sorry friend this is not a conspiracy question rather this is a philosophy question. Why are some of us afflicted from within while others unscathed? I don't know the answer I do know its personally painful to me and would help you anyway I could in real life.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 08:44 PM
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Quick question OP...


When did you first come across the idea of an electronic source of mind manipulation?

Did it come to you?

Or did you read about it?




I'd like to know where the first person to think about that got the idea...



Because personally, it sounds like something a "demon" would whisper to scapegoat the CIA or some other group.


In my opinion!



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 09:07 PM
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a reply to: CharlieSpeirs

If your asking if/when I thought it, a drive out of the city convinced me, as well as how they telapathicly interacted as a deliberate mind reading attack, obviously meant to cause suicide.
Certain areas were not reachable by the voices. I would lay in bed, getting holographic visuals of torchured people. And would get stung, pushed, and once vortexes would form around me pulling on my arms.

The idea of it being a machine arose in late 1800s interpreted by .I forget the name, the cokehead therapist guy..
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posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 09:12 PM
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Some people are sensitive to the various things out there that most of us dont see and arent capable of paying attention to. When there is a cause then there is an effect, the blinders we all have help us through our day to day lives but shield us from a reality we most likely wouldnt be able to comprehend or even deal with and stay what we consider to be sane on a day to day basis.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 09:14 PM
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Sounds demonic to me.


You have to ask yourself who would benefit from your suicide...

A government agency with electronic manipulation...

Or an evil entity jealous of your earthly flesh...



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 09:24 PM
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originally posted by: CharlieSpeirs
a reply to: sanitizedinfo

Sounds demonic to me.


You have to ask yourself who would benefit from your suicide...

A government agency with electronic manipulation...

Or an evil entity jealous of your earthly flesh...

If u were to hear a tape of everything I've heard and experienced. You may end up believing its a professional technology programmed to imitate anything or anyone in order to cause harm. I've studied the stories of both targeted individuals and schiz patients. Very similar stories and experiences.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 09:30 PM
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Now this isn't something I really want to delve into and I would still recommend a mental evaluation for your own well being and I certainly don't want to send you down the garden path but I'll throw it out there for you to contemplate.


There's a simple method to determine if it's electronic harassment. Simply build yourself a tinfoil hat! No seriously build a Faraday cage in your closet and if the noises stop odds are it's eharassment and not a psychological problem. Relatively simple and cheap way to check it out. The thicker the Faraday shield the more effective it will be. Theoretixally this should block any signals that may be being directed at you but without knowing exactly how those signals are propagated it's questionable at best.

Here's a couple of links explaining Faraday cages/shields and how they work.

www.thesurvivalistblog.net...
science.howstuffworks.com...

Whatever the situation I truly hope you find some relief from such a horrible and undoubtedly unsettling experience.

Take care my friend.



posted on Feb, 16 2015 @ 09:33 PM
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a reply to: sanitizedinfo

Used to believe it.

Experience told me otherwise.




Source: Myself (I hear thousands of voices per day)




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