I had a vision one night of a girl who looked just like me, when I was a kid. A few days later, I met a girl the same age who looked so much like me,
everyone assumed we were identical twins wherever we went. We were best friends for a long time. We still keep in touch, but have changed enough that
we don't look the same anymore (she gained a lot of weight).
Besides that, I have had weird experiences with people that I interacted with online, in discussion forums!
It has happened many times that someone claimed to have dreams in which I was present, in a sort of meeting. Twice, I took them to a tree and showed
it to them and was explaining some very deep things about it.
The weird part is in their description of me, physically, which sounded very very accurate, though these were people who had no idea what I actually
looked like! I used to be much more discrete online and not expose my name or image anywhere... yet these people described me perfectly!
I had had no corresponding dreams, or memories of such things. In all of those cases, there was nothing threatening about the "encounters". On the
contrary, they claimed to feel it was a positive event, and one woman said I, and the other people we met with, were explaining to her a "mission" we
were involved with, and asking her if she would participate, and after hearing the explanations, said she needed time to digest it before giving her
answer. (she could not remember the details of this mission).
I have been thinking about this lately because I recently found out that a man who my mother did post graduate work under, who she worshipped, and who
did some biofeedback on me in his lab, was a very prestigious neurobiologist and Psychiatrist. I was young at the time and never understood who he
was. But he was an important figure to my mother. She took me to a party once at his home.
I just found out that amongst many achievements he made, he was also working in MK Ultra, contracted under the CIA, in mind control experimentation.
This kind of freaked me out. I have always had lots of weird experiences since I was a kid on up, and I actually started to wonder if my mother and I
had been subjects of experiments.... especially since her father was stationed at Los Alamos, she was born there, and he was possibly involved in
studies at the Los Alamos Lab.
It's far fetched and nutty, I know.... but putting all the facts together, it seems almost stupid not to consider it a possibility....
So having found this out, I often find myself searching up his books and papers on his research, out of curiosity. He did quite a lot of work on
subjects that fascinate me. My idea of him, that I had had when young, as someone who is basically good and compassionate, returned, but also that he
was brilliant and onto some very important things in terms of behavior and consciousness.
Yesterday, I found that one of his books is called "The Tree of Knowledge"..... which led me back to this "tree" other say I showed them and explained
things about. I can't even find anything explaining what that book is about, but am trying to get ahold of a copy now. It just kinda feels like I am
trying to solve a mystery, so little details that call to each other attract me to investigate.
The potential connections might not seem as clear to someone else reading this, perhaps I should put them down (for myself as well). I was taught very
early how to do self hypnosis, and use it daily, even now. There has been times when unexpected visions enter, and sometimes lessons or lectures, and
periods of lucid dreaming with same.
One of the ideas that has been exposed is the idea that we can travel etherically, and often do, when we don't even intend or know it.It has something
to do with how much one identifies self with other, or exterior. Like a person who has little ego, probably has their "soul" spending much time out
(I don't not claim to believe in this theory, only that it is one I am aware of.)
Well, there is a whole chain of questions I come up with which might link these various things together, but probably go off topic too much... but the
relevant one here is THAT part. If it is possible we can have a part of our energy that can go on walk about without us knowing it, that could be one
potential explanation of the "doppleganger" phenomenon!
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