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originally posted by: SystemResistor
If you were able to compute your memories as such and ascertain a timeline free of calamity, perhaps you would gain self-esteem by the acknowledgement that you do lead a happy life and also that the unexpected will always be a reality and thus if it cannot be altered, must simply factor into the environment as opposed to being an outcome of your actions.
I committed to taking care of a vegetative mother, with a father I had an unpleasant history with. I gave up my job, my independence, my social life, my privacy. It was very hard. I found joy and laughter feeding birds and watching them. I found escape in library books on travel. Little things are what make us happy, go and find joy in them for yourself.
originally posted by: Logarock
Thoughts? Yea this sounds like someone that woke up in the funny farm and realized they couldn't do anything about it.
What would make me happy is watching the towers and castles of subjugation burn. Ill take a packed lunch to the park and feed the pigeons while breathing deeply if the smoke filled air.