I lost my temper yesterday, and I cannot manage it in myself to apologize for that quite yet. I have done a lot of praying though, hopefully soon I
will not be so upset. I am also hoping this will help me some, so bear with me.
We live in a world that certain people, like ISIS, want to suck us all into another world war. They want it to be an 'us against them' a christian
against muslim against jew, brother against sister, father against son. They are pushing hard for that. It is causing them to devolve as well, since
it is only the most evil one's who are joining them, they are devolving into an uncontrollable beast that cannot even tolerate being around even its
own members. They are devolving on an internal level, and it is starting to show.
I cannot read Dabiq or keep up with them anymore, it makes me sick; I leave that to my husband, who is more capable of dealing with such things, and I
take his word for it. To him, it is simply important to know what Gomer and his boys are up to, and so we do at least keep up and he keeps me also
informed of the basics without my having to delve too deeply.
I realize yesterday why I got so burned out dealing with the extremists to the point I had to walk away - they are so brainwashed that you cannot
even speak common sense to them, let alone anything more complicated. They have this thing they have been told is right and no matter how detrimental
their actions are to other Muslims, they simply don't care. There is no talking sense to them and the good of their innocent brothers and sisters
simply don't matter to them, they have a cause; justify murder at all cost.. even the cost of innocent Muslim life.
I sit and watch humanity edge toward this particular cliff every day - the one called the intolerant goes to ww3. The only way to stop it, is to
realize that murder of anyone innocent is wrong, and that humans need time alone to grieve their dead.. when grieving they need space, not someone in
their face trying to justify the murder of innocent people. It doesn't matter what side either, if innocent people died, then you, as a human being,
should be in tears with grief for the loss of an innocent person. Its not about sides, its about what is right and what is wrong. Wrong is wrong no
matter what side, right is right no matter what side.
Murder of an innocent person, is always wrong. Says so in everyone's book, no matter who tries to justify what to themselves.
All this hate and intolerance, instead of love and accepting of the differences of others, is going to put us smack dab in the middle of a war none of
us want, but everyone will try to blame God for.. NONE of this is HIS fault. Its our
fault because none of us could love another human being
and simply respect life.
I pray every day for so many years now that we will all just wake up and stop creating this hell we all live in, and decide to want something better
for ourselves. Something that neither murders nor tries to excuse it, something that holds the hand of a fellow human being in love and understanding.
I continue to pray, yet every day it just gets worse and worse and worse.
God help us all - we cannot seem to manage the right thing with out HIM, we are thus far proving.
edit on 8-1-2015 by OpinionatedB because: (no reason given)