a reply to: Dark Ghost
I'm 32, in my twenties I was on the hunt for true love. I had a business card (not that I would give it to all girls) but I met 100s of girls.
Going out at night with friends, dating online, tons of meeting new faces. Of course like anybody, I developed a perception of what females were. I
saw what they were looking for, what I lacked in what they were looking for... So naturally I led to question, what are they looking for? How do they
feel? What are my experiences telling me? From all the body language in the world, from all the speaking with them. What is it in their boyfriends,
that they have and I don't?
And again what kind of girls were dating me? And what kind of girls did not date me? Why? It turns out that the girls I am sexually attracted to
reject me, and the girls that I am not 100% sexually attracted to want me. Later I saw that guys 'excused' these type of females for having a bad
attitude, because they were 'hot.' Well why did they have a bad attitude, because they were hit on every day? The more I looked into, if everybody
treats you as a god, why would that lead to a bad attitude?
Then I started seeing the reasons for why all the body language. Society has forgotten that scientifically, body language is so much more
communication than are words, but we have forgotten to speak and listen to body language, and as stubborn egotistical brats we don't listen to
science, so it is as if they do not know that we can hear them speaking in body language from what they say. It really bothered me. Deep deep down,
it bothered me. Because I did not see the jealousy - I saw the reason for the actions they did to cause jealousy. I saw why they chose to make
another person jealous. I great example is yesterday, when someone said he was hungry, after that a gay man next to him offered food to another
person, but the other person didn't want it, because he wasn't hungry. The gay man wanted to make that person jealous. Now this is an interesting
example, because would some agree with me that gay men have minds like women?
Now this, as I said, extremely bothered me. Because no longer did I see, and will be able to see again, attraction. When I looked into the eyes of
any of these females, I now understood why they have that look in their eyes. I understand the feelings they have inside. It is so hard for me to
consider, how bad a person can be, from the inside. it is different than evil, but it can be labelled as evil. I understood what they were inside,
the reason for every act of body language to ignore people, to make people jealousy, to have apathy, to be selfish, to be prideful. Notice how this
is going against all of the teachings in the bible, and yes, it is our everyday good looking females.
Exposed was the knowledge that the whole darn generation of them were this. And it all goes against spiritual teachings. It all ties into our
spiritual evolving, and our ego (humans minds). Actually this led me to recently understand why our egos are that way in the first place. Because
this physical world, by name of spirituality itself "cannot exist.' That is why our minds think in a context of the 'opposite.' But we do not
know this, because if we do not become our true selves we will indeed remain physical, in a physical view, a physical world. From the ego, comes
being obnoxious against being submissive, vengeance instead of forgiveness, a refusal to give, but because of greed, but because of helping another
soul who is not their 'self.' It leads to the submissive thing as taught in the bible, 'be last and not first.' it is this egotistical reaction
and action that the generation of females Cannot Love Man. What I am writing about has gone so far, it cannot reverse itself in this generation. It
has already taught the generation the foundation of stone. It is simply not known today from our western growth, that these are the exact same reasons
why Jesus preached celibacy, women simply couldn't be trusted as faithful and they cannot now. (We are talking about the general population of
'sexually attractive' women who choose portray themselves that way, a woman is not evil by nature).
I could write much more, but members have been getting restless with my large posts. But I can also some the whole thing up in one sentence. I am not
complete happy to be single, but I am not dating at all by choice, because I won't give 1 single thing to a female. let them think or say what they
want (they are always judgmental anyway, and completely ignorant that being judgmental is wrong) but all I need to know is that not one single thing
of mine, will be given to any of them. They will not get any of my attention, any of my time, any of my mind, nothing, and if my choice I would avoid
them at all costs. Again a female can be righteous, but their modern mind state makes that hard for them, like most people they have to try that much
harder to do what is right, which is why things are wrong, because it doesn't take any work to do wrong, but we have to reform ourselves and work to
be good, which again can be related to the existence of ego also.