posted on Dec, 27 2014 @ 02:07 AM
imo, a slow painful death would actually be better, because you get to a point where you are begging to die and become at peace with it. A sudden
death, now that just seems horrible to me.
Try being in a position where your suddenly convinced your hearts about to give out or whatever (maybe because of something stupid you've done), now
that's what I call fear! Your whole life flashing before your eyes at a thousand miles an hour, well you think to yourself "this can't be it, I'm
just not ready", well you beg to some higher power, that you know full well doesn't exist to just give you a second chance. Not cool!
But, when the revelation of the fact that I'm going to die eventually enters my thoughts, and that it almost definitely won't be pretty (either way
you cut it). I just think to myself, come on dude, man up. Even little kids have to go though this reality every single day! It actually does make it
feel far less scary.
It's just hospitals that do my head in, lol. Every time I have ended up there (just to get some stitches, or whatever) I end up having a huge panic
attack. It's like, I know I'm just some primitive animal who's going to spend my last days being chopped up, lying in my own filth, but do I really
have to be here being reminded of it?
lol, anyway, might as well just laugh it off. Because it's something that every single person who has ever been born to this earth has to deal with