posted on Oct, 25 2014 @ 09:36 AM
You are experiencing a Dark Night of the Soul.
Spoiler's you started listening to your mind again.
From my experience with what you are referring to, I discovered life requires no thought, you already know what is right, for me it all came down to
feeling and knowing. You just have to let it flow through you, let the universe use you as it will. Be but a Silent Passenger.
The more I thought, the more my mind took over and pushed that peace away.
I haven't found a way to make the two one, however I would prefer to walk around feeling and knowing, than thinking with minimal feeling.
I forgot to mention, when this came to me, it came in the form of a voice, it told me exactly what to do, it fixed my self esteem, I stopped doing
drug's, drinking, and smoking cigarette's, I started working out, I did anything the voice asked me to do, the voice was calm, peaceful, enlightening,
happy, and without judgement, it righted all my internal wrongs. And guided me to fix the rest.
edit on 25-10-2014 by iclimbtowers because: I
forgot to Mention