a reply to: Kaosstar
Possibly, have you ever encounted boolian argument's where they deny that they deny that they are something, Eka, Andros and Absolom were all quoted
as well as one who claimed to be Asteroth - now I am a christian and was then but had no idea of the significance of asteroth other than in a Hammer
house of horror movie so checked it out, names are used often as veil's and I found no such entity really exists but it is based on Asher a fertility
goddess, strange as it was male.
The only way I can describe it is that I have been outside.
Also I climbed a ladder, I will not say the ladder as there were no other beings on it, anciend iron hard wook in a dark place that reached up
seemingly forever, the wood was without bark and silvery grey cracked along the grain with fine fissures in it, the two sides of the ladder seemed to
be barkless tree trunk's with knots and slight undulations in the surface but more or less perfectly streight up and the rung's which were only
slightly thinner about a foot and a half apart were grown out of the two sides with no seem's as though the ladder was one organism, a tree grown in
the shape of a ladder, the body I was in there was identical to how my body was then but felt distant though I could feel everything it was just
somehow detached, I climbed it and reached only the third rung with my feet ( there seemed to be an infinite number of them as it dissapeared out of
the darkness to distant faint warm/yellowish light above in what looked like heavy dark cloud ), suddenly I stumbled forward and found myself at the
top or on some other plane, there was a terrible weight of shame and a feeling of something very powerful over me but I did not look, I felt I was not
worthy to look and was too imperfect and flawed to dare to look so I simply asked "please look after her lord" and stepped backward, As I for an
instant saw the place in front of me there was a being with short dark hair or indeterminate sex but young looking kneeling in an attitude of prayer
and in front of me a small piller or upright thin rounded top pole like a hindu lingam.
On another occasion I was as they put it Turned off by some being's, I was conscious but suddenly found myself absolutely formless and outside but I
was becoming something then I was brought somewhere and an emotionless but perfect voice, male but neither young nor old and totally without accent
said "MAIN AGGRESSOR", I suddenly saw a gray void or place without any sense of depth neither large nor small but at the same time immense and without
boundary, it was a neutral gray not dark nor light and neither definition would apply, set in that gray void was a dark almost black sphere and as the
word's were spoken four trangular or pyramidal shapes appeard orbiting the sphere with there apex set against it, suddenly I was back in my body and
those entitys were fleeing in abject terror not of me but of who ever or what ever that being was.
This was from 1993 to 1995 when my experiences were at there peak, I have experienced much ever since though my experiences began as a small child
much earlier than that.
Whoever or whatever the Main aggressor is, well that is the one responsible for much more than reality shifts.
I tried to find rational explanations and even came up with a hypothesis that perhaps when a black hole form's as it may exist in several realitys
simultaneously then at the event horizon since any differences in those reality's are neutralized by spaghettification of space and energy they may
remerge into a combinant reality, so I then hypothesized that perhaps this combinent reality zips reality's back together like a ripple moving outward
from a stone splash on a ponds surface but that is merely born of my attempt to rationalise some of what I experienced back then.
Forgive my sloppy grammer and spelling.
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