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originally posted by: genma
a reply to: intrptr
Ok here goes:
1.) From the time I enter the office at 8am until the time I leave at 4pm my coworkers stare/glare at me. Sometimes it's all very subtle but you know it's happening. My office doesn't have cubicles. It's more of an open workspace but we all have desks with low walls. They will often cough or make a sudden loud noise behind me to get a reaction. I catch it 99% of the time. If I feel confident enough I will turn my head really fast and catch them in the act. I am a hypersensitive so they know this kind of stuff really gets under my skin. They are trying to induce a fear response which I have given many times. It seems like it empowers them. This one guy in the office had very low self confidence until I came along. He drains my energy now.
2.) Complete strangers that I've never seen before in my life will often do the same thing as described above. I may be out doing an errand or walking downtown and people will do their best to make me feel inferior. This includes more blatant staring, coughing, or showing off in front of me for no reason.
3.) When I drive my car it's even more obvious. Complete strangers will exhibit super human awareness of my location. People stare at me through their review mirrors and make superiority gestures so that they know I see them. They see me without even turning their head to look in the side and rear mirrors. It's uncanny. Also, why are my windows and mirrors so clear when everyone else's on the road are somehow darker and harder to see into? It's more than just a layer of tint.
Thanks for openly revealing your vulnerability like that. Thats difficult to do anywhere. I was wondering if you feel that your empathy or sensitive nature is a strength now since you have learned to 'accept' it? Do you fear it still or treat it like an arrow in your quiver? Are you able to control it at will, control it sometimes, or not at all?
…also I can pick up moods of forum members
I have a level head on my shoulders and enough wisdom to perceive what others cannot.
I've been doing so much research on the subject and analysis of the past 5 years of my life and it's all starting to add up.
Pick up the big book of Alcoholics Anonymous for a little illumination on the topic of vampires seeking reformation, but tread carefully, that occult manuscript was designed as a trap.