posted on Oct, 8 2014 @ 09:44 AM
Ever since I was a kid, I used to wake up freaking out. I'd have these weird visions of someone standing over my bed or in the room.
When I was older, my girlfriend would tell me id wake up in the middle of the night and just say the weirdest things, jump out of bed and throw the
blankets away convinced there was something in the bed with me..
I got used to it, but i always have nights where i wake up in a panic.
I've just returned home from a few weeks backpacking.. hostels, hotels.. lots of time on my own in a different country.
I've been home 4 nights.. and 3 of those nights ive woken up completely disorientated freaking out.. Id stand in the middle of my room awake with no
idea where i am trying to use logic and backtrack... where i last was, where did i fall asleep.. I'd have this weird minor type of amnesia for a
good.. 15-20seconds.. usually a shadow or.. something would trigger my mind and remind me, - Jon, your in your bedroom in your apartment. and i get my
head together..
its been really weird this past few nights.
My Auntie, very spiritual type of women, a maori in the northern mountains of NZ.. asked me about my trip.
I went to the WW1 battlefields digging up relics..
she told me I've obviously brought home something spiritual..
anyways, just thought id tell my tale