Here we go:
It's always the suicider's fault. This is what bugs me, but it's understandable. They're either selfish or sinful or misguided or mentally
disordered or something else ugly and unliked. They walked out and exited, even as we remain and continue to struggle. And some of those struggles
come as direct result of their exiting, so the dislike increases. Not only did they prove to be weak and noncommittal, they also made things harder
for us which shows disregard.
Of course it's their fault; I type better with my tongue in my cheek, apparently. Anyway, you know, it's all about personal responsibility, freedom.
That's the hypocracy here. You can't have freedom without personal responsibility. That's what we're told. The problem is, you neither have
choices here, nor personal responsibility, really. It starts, really, with being born--at least, mostly.
Regardless of that, you still have few, if any, choices, here. Most people don't agree with that, but most people aren't exposed to knowing how
manipulated this environment is. Since they can't really do anything about it, and since the controllers of this feedback loop want to keep people
calm, malleable and things running smoothly, we aren't generally exposed to it. Most never see the big control booth where augmentated reality is
hosted, provided and scripting, quite literally, is carried out. Lol. But I'm half serious, and maybe even more than half….
It's for our own good we don't really know for sure or the extent of it.
And that's the cruelest joke on us of all. Someone had an avatar I saw the other night: It was a woman, crawling and struggling mightily to do so,
and when she'd get so far down the road, a giant hand would swoop down from above, pick her up and place her back where she started crawling. This
exemplifies it better than I ever could with all these words, here.
Obviously, whomever has that avatar is well aware, most likely. So, here we go…..again. And again, etc.
That said, I guess I don't need to repeat too much that in such an environment, you can't possibly have personal responsibility, and requiring that
you state the lie that you do to be "emotionally healthy," is an incredibly evil thing, even while you are constantly put in positions where the
irony of that is painfully obvious, just so those in control will not appear to be to blame.
The fact is you neither have freedom, nor personal responsibility. It isn't your fault. And it's likely that suicide is given the rap that it is
bc, this place being controlled by sociopathic, narcissistic personalities such as it is, that mind set does not allow for the objectified subjects to
make their own decisions about such a vital matter, much less anything else. It's about the control. IF it is as I describe, then what and/or who
controls the feedback loop would not allow you to make such a penultimate choice.