posted on Oct, 2 2014 @ 07:46 AM
I am so sorry for your loss Syx. Our siblings are our best link to our past and the people most likely to stick with us in the future. We never really
contemplate losing them. Not truly. When we do, the hole is large and gaping and can not be filled with anything else.
In your need for some kind of comfort, I would like to say that you can be thankful that she isn't suffering anymore. That is little consolation for
those who are left behind when the wounds are still very raw. Sometimes we can't understand fully, the pain some suffer. The tragedy is, is that
someone has to live like that with no help to be seen on the horizon, and that is enough to drive some people to extreme measures that we do not
always understand.
I'm here if you ever need to talk. I don't know you in that way, but I do know loss and the empty void, anger, despair, and hopelessness that often
follows it.
Be nice to yourself in the coming days and find comfort where you can, when you can.
I have an ear if you've ever got a need. I wish I had words of wisdom to make your pain subside, but I do not. You and your family will be in my
thoughts and prayers (if that is ok with you). I wish you the strength you will need to get through these next few hellish days and beyond.
Again, I am so sorry. I wish I could do more than offer words. Be kind to yourself Syx.
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