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You asking for advice or guidance from your guardian angel or spirit which is something positive may have attracted a special kind of negative attention to you.
Do you pray for protection often? Or do any other protection visualizations?
when the goat creature showed up, he was actually there for someone else, but sensed your different. Perhaps the goat creature knew you could see him, and was trying to scare you away so he could continue on
But his meds seemed to keep a hold on it.
Just keep on top of it, for your own sake.
Also if you growled at Baphomet I reckon he would have bitten!
Do you hear both male and female voices? Has any of them identified themselves by name?
When was then last time you heard any voices? Are they telling you to hurt yourself or someone else?
Ever involved in the drug scene? '___', Molly, MDA........
Are you on any medication?
Your avatar says you are a Mason? Is that true? Scottish rite?
As a young child who experienced such a dramatic trauma it is very possible when you came back you did indeed bring something back with you. Apparently the doctors you have seen have not found anything physically or mentally wrong with you?
I am glad to see you can take this so light hearted because normally after years of this type of pain and torture most people break down.
Consider the following - no alcohol, no drugs and if possible limit your caffein and nicotine for three months. See if this helps.... if not you need to consider other alternatives maybe seeing someone who has experience in deliverance ministry.
originally posted by: CharlieSpeirs
a reply to: kodasaufa
You know it's interesting you say this...
If you have never messed around with the dark arts I'm a bit lost.
Because I've never really dabbled in dark arts...
However I am a lyricist...
I sometimes write down what the voices say and rhyme it with other things other voices say...
& I've often wondered if I made the same mistake Alastair Crowley made by writing down spells, curses and incantations by mistake along my lyrical journey...
Wondering now if it opened portals, or doorways that I'd have kept closed had I known this earlier!!!